THE LIFE WITHOUT The seeker who had found a true Guide and who had begun to develop the
right kind of love and faith in him, would naturally attempt to fashion his
life according to his Satguru's Will, and Baba Ji laid great emphasis on the
need to transform our lives. It was not necessary, he maintained, to leave the
world in order to pursue the inner Path. What was needed for spiritual progress
was inner detachment, and he who had surrendered himself completely to his Guru
was free from all earthly ties. Some of his disciples would at times express
the desire for complete renunciation, but he always kept such tendencies in
check: You say you wish to give up home and service and devote yourself exclusively to Bhajan. Home or service
or wealth - are they really yours? Turn it over in your
mind. It is all a magician's game and the world is a dream. Then why worry about clutching and relinquishing?
(18th September,
1902) The ideal he always held up before his disciples was that of the royal
swan that had its home in the water yet rose up from it dry and untrammeled. If
he would not have his disciples attached to the world, he would not have them
neglect their worldly duties either. When Baba Sawan Singh wrote that he would
be taking ten days leave and spending it at Beas, Baba Ji replied: When you come on ten days leave, you should first proceed straight home,
and then on your way back drop in Saturday at about 5 p.m. at the Dera from where
you can proceed to duty the following day after attending the Sunday Satsang. You
must go home for there are many things awaiting your attention there for the
last two or three years. Therefore please go straight home. I will be very
pleased if you first go home and then come here. When on one occasion his beloved disciple was unable to secure leave for
seeing him and offered to come over nonetheless, Baba Ji was far from happy and
strictly forbade any such step. "Please
never write such a thing again," he answered, "that you would come
here without taking leave," and added, "The work that you are doing,
that is also the work of Radhasoami, the work of the Lord." However, while living in the world one had to follow a very rigorous
discipline. The road to the New Jerusalem was a narrow and difficult one. "Your
way of living," said the sage of Beas to his disciples, "must be
different from that of other people." And how exacting was the discipline
he demanded becomes clear from one of his letters: You do not seem to understand that when your social duties are over, you
are not to talk to anyone. In the evening between 6 and 8, you should sit for
Bhajan as long as possible - be it half an hour, an hour fifteen minutes or an
hour and a half and keep the surat on the inner planes. Then hold Satsang from
8 to 10 p.m., after which you may go to sleep or talk as you please. Then at
4:30 in the morning you are to sit for Bhajan and continue up to 5:30. Then
throughout the day you have to attend to your social routine and may, if you
like, talk during those hours. But as soon as you are free from office duties,
you must not waste time in idle talk or in the company of non-satsangis. You
should have your meals in private ... You are never to have meals cooked from
non-satsangis in your kitchen, especially if they take meat and drink. If you
associate with non-satsangis, you will have to suffer from the effects of their
company.
(17th October, 1902) Abstinence from non-vegetarian food and intoxicants was a prime
condition for taking to the spiritual path. Baba Ji laid equal stress on the
need for honesty. In the same letter we have quoted above, he wrote: If you are offered anything free, never accept it for how will you repay
it? If you do not adhere strictly to this rule, you will never attain the
highest spiritually. One must not be led away by the world but look upon each object with
discrimination. "The entire world is tied with the ropes of the love of
parents, children, wife and earthly relations," and one must free oneself
from this slavery. Running away to the jungles was no solution. It had to be an
inner detachment, and this inner detachment could only come through the love of
a true Master. Hence the great value of Satsang, for it was only through
association with him that one imbibed the true values of life, learned of the
delusions of Maya, and imbibed a love that displaced the love of the world. Peace
and blessing radiate from the person of a Saint and whoever came under his
spell was freed from worldly tensions, ambitions and jealousies. He saw all
creatures as of his own essence and knew all worldly gain to be a passing
shadow. Such a man alone could cut through the meshes of Maya and reach out
toward the worlds beyond. |