Sat Sandesh
The Meaning of Christmas
December
1971
volume four number
twelve =============================================================== FROM THE
MASTER The Master’s Talk:
Never Dance to the World’s Tune The Meaning of Christmas:
From the 1963 Christmas Message Before the Year Runs Out…
The Circular Letters of December 28, 1967 OTHER
FEATURES Maharaj Ji: The Superior One
A Remembrance Kira
Redeen In the Name of the Masters:
A Letter to initiates T.S.Khanna Poem: Recognition L.Gurney Parrott =============================================================== THE
MASTER’S TALK
Never Dance to the World’s Tune
When Masters come
to the world and see its condition, great pity swells in their hearts. They
wonder, “What is the world doing?” for they can stand aside from the activities
of worldliness, and they see that truth is being ignored and untrue things are
accepted as the truth. When a lie is repeated ten times or more, people begin
to accept it as being true: men drift away into iniquity just through
witnessing the bad actions of others. There is a
certain story, which is illustrative of how easily a man can be influenced and
blindly follow the lead of other. A farmer was returning home from his fields
with his head uncovered, perspiring, on account of the hot season. According to
tradition in those days, going with one’s head uncovered showed that something
tragic had happened, like a death, etc. So when the farmer’s family saw him
approaching the house with a bare head, perspiring, and with dishelved hair,
they jumped to the conclusion that someone had died, and immediately commenced
lamenting and beating their breasts in the usual customary manner. The farmer
saw his relatives mourning, and without hesitation joined in the demonstration
of woe. But after a short time, his curiosity got better of him and he asked
someone, “Can you tell me who has died?” The person was astounded and explained
that, seeing his bare head, they had thought the farmer had brought news of
death. This story is
very descriptive of the world’s condition. Man is easily influenced, and does
not turn his head in the direction of the Truth. Farid Sahib says, The whole
world is sounding, and you are also dancing with it. Without thinking for
themselves, people agree or go along with anything. Do you know anyone who does
not? He does not become the echo, on whom the hand of Allah rests. These
are God’s children, who look to the truth, and can see what is really
happening. They do not drift, nor do they echo along with the worldly people,
but try to discover what the truth is behind everything. So who is wise in this
world? He who searches for the why and the wherefore of things, thereby
escaping the pitfalls. For those who play along with the world’s tune, and
follow that tune, only unhappiness can result. The Masters have no selfish
motives, so they speak the truth only---and that with love. In India, Divali
Day (the Indian festival of lights) is celebrated by lighting candles. The
people usually gamble, and if you ask them why, they will tell you that by
gambling on that day our births and deaths will cease. There is a kind
of gambling that finishes up the incarnations, but what kind of gambling it is,
very few really know. The true gambling lies in sacrificing all other
things—body and its environments---for the purpose of enkindling the Light
within. Being ignorant of the true gambling, they started outer gambling
instead; and the people blindly follow them, without going into the truth of
it. He who will see the Light within withdraws his attention from the outgoing
faculties and outer objects. Even in the field of spiritual matters, everyone
is singing the name of God on top notes—no one stops to think exactly what
those names stand for. Every religion contains the same basic teachings in the
various languages: that is, in the Naam, Word, etc., lies salvation, and not in
any other teaching. But unfortunately people follow the outer practice of
repetition of names of God and lighting candles, considering it to be the
beginning and the end. All religions
encourage the reading of holy scriptures—that is to understand the subject, the
theory; it is not necessary to make a lot of noise by singing and playing tunes
to the words. The words are there to give thought to the subject. Very few
will think on the words of the hymn, or what they denote. People imagine
that merely reading out the words, parrot-like, is enough. Sometimes they shout
the words at the tops of their voices, and even clap the hands and read—the
more noise, the happier they are. But if the words were read like this for one
hundred years without a pause, it would be of little avail. In the Shrimad
Bhagavat it says that God cannot be realized just by reading the Vedas.
Guru Nanak has said, To read year by year, month by month, with intense
yearning while the breath lasts; O Nanak, this avails nothing unless the
written word is lived. Reading alone is valueless; the teaching must be
followed. The greatest
aspiration of human life is to realize God: the God which expressed Himself
into Creation, the Maker of Khand and Brahmand (astral and casual planes), the
Sustainer of all things. In the language of the Saints, that God expressed is
called Naam, through which they say soul can gain salvation, irrespective of
religion. The Ultimate or Absolute Lord is Nameless, but that which came into
expression is called Naam, or Shabd, or Word—the God-into-Expression Power,
which is not separate from His creation. World is the room of Truth, and
Truth resides therein. If the scriptures are read for long enough, it may
be possible to gain some power of concentration and there by perform small
“miracles”; but there is no true awareness in this. Read one hymn
only try to understand it thoroughly. Get the full meaning of the words, for
those words have been spoken by one who has realized the Truth. Listen to
the Master’s true words; He speaks of what he sees. And to have the true
import of what is written, one should get the interpretation from someone who
has taken at least one step toward the Truth. Otherwise, the learned people
will present the subject from an intellectual level, each with a different
explanation. This is why so many different schools of thought have been
established in the world. Reading the scriptures is like the mother’s lap to a
child; just the beginning of understanding that which they give out. I was born in
a Sikh family, and as a small boy I would read the holy Granth Sahib. I would
read only one hymn only, and write it down as a day’s lesson. All day I would
think on the words, and try to discover their meaning. No doubt the reservoir
of the heart must be emptied, but reading the holy words is good, though not
doing anything; but to read, think, understand, and finally have contact with
the God mentioned therein will bring salvation. Neither following customs nor
the performance of rituals brings salvation—the Lord can only be realized by coming
in contact with that for which these customs and rituals stand. The Masters
give accounts in the books of their experiences: the bliss they enjoyed when
they came in contact with God, the things that helped them on the way, and what
was detrimental. True understanding of the writings will naturally encourage
one to discard those traits which are stopping progress, and to adopt those
qualities which serve to increase it. Outer actions of devotion are not
rewarding where the subject of Spirituality is concerned. There have been
Masters of Truth in the world, who give some experience, a contact with the
Truth, by withdrawing the attention and raising it above senses and outgoing
faculties. While the senses are not controlled, the mind and intellect not
stilled, the soul cannot open the inner eye to eye the Manifestation of God. Now, what
about prayer and rites? The purpose behind them is to develop faith and
devotion. The rite must be performed with all respect in the heart. If one goes
to a temple or church to wait upon the Lord, one should go all alone, and not
think of others around: you should be alone with Him. God is one, and alone,
and He desires that we should go to Him all alone, with intellect stilled. Unfortunately,
these prayers and rites are usually performed with the mind on other things.
Something that is done daily becomes a habit, and habit turns into nature.
Surdas Ji, a great devotee of God says, The steps are going forward but the
mind is dragging backward. It is our habit to follow the mind, and if the
mind is not on devotion, there will be no benefit derived there from. Have you
ever seen the white stork, standing motionless, concentrating for fish, just as
if in deep meditation? What a wonderful single-pointed attention! But upon
what? To swallow a fish! Outwardly he shows the world he is a great mahatma,
but his mind is on food. I have nothing
against customs and rites, for they prepare the ground for something higher:
they beget good karmas, will bear good fruit. But by what means is salvation
attained? By that process which all holy books give out to the world. The means
to salvation is the very Soul of one’s soul; and it is called Naam. What
indication is there that one has attained Naam? By repeating the Naam, the
Light of millions of suns will manifest. In the Naam is the Light, and
Light is the form of God, and in that Light there is Sound—Udgit, Nad, the
Music of the Spheres, and so on. There is no benefit in nodding one’s head in
pretense of intoxication and saying emptily, “There is Light, there is Sound”
if one has never seen or heard them. Some people light a lamp and wave it
around their heads. This outer ritual holds the meaning that there is God’s
Light within, but they never see the Light. Do not lose sight of the true
purpose for which they stand. Divali day is
celebrated in sweet remembrance of important past events: Mahavira Swami got
Nirvana on this day, and Swami Dayanand got illuminated on this day. Lord Rama
returned to his kingdom after fourteen years of banishment, and his people lit
millions of lamps in celebration. Divali was the day that Guru Har Gobind
returned to Amritsar after fourteen years of imprisonment in Gwalior. Swami Ram
Tirath was born on Divali day and renounced the world on Divali day. This is
all very auspicious, so brother should meet brother, and all differences in the
heart should be ironed out. The true meaning behind the Festival of Lights
should be practiced, and that is to enkindle the light, the true Light of the
Lord, within. On this day the people clean the house, throw out all the
worn-out unwanted things, whitewash the walls, and light the lamps and candles;
but this is outer Divali. Truly speaking, Divali will be fruitful if the inner
Light is lighted. When the Light is lit inside, that is an indication of the
manifestation of God. This is achieved only when all the dirt and filth in the
heart is washed away. The heart is
soiled with the dirt of the ages, and to remove the dirt, one should observe ahimsa
(non-violence), so as not to add any more to it. Ahimsa is the
greatest virtue. It is the highest
virtue never to think ill of any one, actually in thought, speech, and action.
Secondly, one should avoid the company of those who have low traits. If a
person has low traits, they will influence you; keeping his company will
prevent the Light from shining within you. So one should imbibe first the
virtues of Truth. Lies, cheating, deceit, hypocrisy, showing something
different on the face than whatever is in the heart—these things increase the
corruption inside. Keep these facts in mind, for he who has no ill will against
anyone will say what is true. His tongue will be sweet because he has no
intention to hurt anyone’s feelings, but rather speaks frankly for the sake of
right understanding. Who speaks the
truth without fear? Either an established enemy or a true friend, although the
enemy may make a mountain out of a molehill, because his intentions are
dishonorable and he exaggerates. A true friend will never broadcast one’s
shortcomings, but with love will try to explain where you are going wrong, with
your interests at heart. Imbibe the virtues of truth, and with love encourage
better understanding in others. And what is more important, do not fail in your
own good intentions and principles because of hearsay or rumors. Some tongues
are led by selfish motives with little respect for truth. There is purpose
behind everything, which may be obvious or hidden. Do not therefore be a puppet
to the tunes played by others; you will do harm to yourself. His heart
becomes clean who does not indulge in vice, bad habits, deceit, hypocrisy,
etc., and leads a chaste life in thought, speech and actions. We aim to realize
God, that God which is in all beings, whom all worship as One, though He may be
given many different names. He is great Controlling Power which keeps all souls
in the body; which, when He withdraws, we also must leave. When a person truly
understands these facts, how can the question of hatred for others arise? Whom
will one hate? Out of right understanding, true thoughts and actions develop
and follow naturally. God is in everyone—if you know that someone is unhappy or
in need, go and help them. If they are hungry or thirsty, share whatever you
have. Because of God, do service to His children. This does not mean bondage,
but rather it is a helping factor. Bondage lies in forgetting Him and tying
oneself to the world and its environments. On the day of Divali you will find
that the atmosphere in the home changes for the better, due to the increased
devotion, the extra cleanliness, the added fragrance of incense and burning of
lamps and candles—all done with devoted attitude of mind. There is some
radiation in this, but the real remedy for cutting out all evil propensities from
the mind is to enkindle the Light within you. I have kept no
sect here (in Sawan Ashram)—nor will any be started at any time. You should
stay in your own social bodies and religions, speak your own languages, keep
your own customs, apparel, emblems and identifying labels. All religions demand
an ethical and righteous way of life. Blessed are the pure in heart for they
shall see God. It is also said,
Clean the core of your heart for the Arrival; Sweep all impressions away so
that He may sit there. That heart is truly clean in which no other thought
remains save that of the Lord. You may ask, “ How can we do this while we are
in the world?” It is written in the Gita, He who sees everyone in Me and Me
in everyone, is my most loved one. If you have children, or father, mother,
wife, husband, see the Light of God in them. He has united you in this
relationship, not merely for an outer bond but to see and serve God in them. If
you do so, there will be no bondage in your relationships. Bondage occurs only
when the I-hood steps in and the Lord is forgotten. So you can do all the
world’s work, but live like a compass whose needle always points in one
direction. Keep your attention on the Lord, for if the direction changes, then?
The Giver is forgotten, the gifts become loved, and miserable Man forgets
the approaching death. Man is fully enwrapped in the world—he is all “me
and mine,” and wherever “me and mine” are, there rules Illusion. “Me and mine”
have some bearing on one’s life, but the Lord Himself has arranged it, and when
everything is seen in the correct perspective there will be no binding effect.
If the children make mistakes, appeal to their finer instincts, with love and
careful understanding. Losing one’s temper, shouting, and taking violent action
will only confuse them; they will not know what they have done wrong. Take time
to explain, even three or four times, and it will eventually have effect. This necessity
of cleaning the heart has been advised in all religions. You will find in the
Sermon on the Mount, in Buddha’s Eight-fold Path, and in other teachings. But
we deceive ourselves by sprinkling a little fragrance on our pile of dirt; how
will the smell leave like this? We would like to dye our filthy clothes, but
how will the color take? Even with a little color, a clean cloth will dye
beautifully. If a room is perfectly clean, a single flower will fill its
atmosphere with refreshing fragrance. Even if the disciple has been given the
experience and continues the practice but does not make good progress, you will
find that this very thing is at the root of the trouble. Lighting the
lamp and ringing the bell as an empty religious custom, though performed up to
one million years, will remain an empty religious custom. All religious rites
remain in this category, though good actions may be earned which will bear the
fruit of reward, if they are performed with sincerity of thought. But there is
no salvation in this. Kabir Sahib says, In the palace of silence, light the
lamp. The body itself is the true temple of the Lord, in which the Light of
God is shimmering, and in that Light the Sound is vibrating. Masters speak of
this in various terms: Intrinsic Hearing (Buddha), Truth clothed in Light
(Pythagoras), the Unstruck Fire (Zoroaster), the Music of the Spheres, etc. So
even if one could remember every known scripture by heart and could fill the
memory with the words, but yet without lighting the Light inside and bearing
the Sound, all this knowledge is bearing no real fruit. Light and
Sound are the direct way back to Absolute God. They are like two electric lifts
which will take us to that place from whence they emanate. Learn the basic
teaching of your own religion properly and you will find it all starts from
here. It was due purely to climatic variations that different customs and rites
were adopted, but basically it is all very simple and clear, so do not remain
under any misapprehension. Blessed is each religion, and blessed is each emblem
or symbol, so remain wherever God has placed you; He cannot be realized just by
changing one’s outer form of religion. The garb was changed many times,
resulting in misery to the body; You have to bear the brunt of all that! It is man that must change, not the religion. The Muslims do
not commence their namaz (prayer) without doing vazu, which is
washing the hands, feet and face with water or sand. There is a very definite
meaning behind this, which is to wash oneself away from the world and its
affairs; then one may stand in attendance at the court of the Lord. The Muslim
prophets say that if you have not washed your hands of the world you have no
right to sit in the remembrance of God. In such unwashed attitude there would
be no true namaz. Mind was given elsewhere, body was in the Sadhu’s company;
Kabir says, how can an unbleached cloth be dyed? The thoughts may not
necessarily be bad, but do not forget your aim, which is to realize God.
Relationships and property, etc., were given to man to help him to achieve this
end. If the inner Light has not been lit and one has not seen that the Lord is
Doer and Operator of all this machinery of body and world, then one’s main task
has not been accomplished. While he thinks he is the doer, he will continue
in the womb-cycle. Lord Krishna has said, Good and bad karmas both bind
the soul, as chains of gold and iron. Salvation consists solely of the soul
being rejoined to the Lord. To achieve this, the mind must be stilled. If the
mind is not stilled, the attention constantly wanders outward and becomes the
image of the body and the world; day and night this impregnation of sanskaras
(impressions in the mind) continues. The heart’s reservoir overflows with these
impressions—even the nightly dreams are full of them. The meeting with the Lord
is very far from those who stay in such a condition. The same Light
of God is in all creatures—animals, birds, fish, etc—so one should love also
all creation, for He is in all. This constitutes a true way of celebrating
Divali. You may do it today, or tomorrow, or next year, in ten years’ time, or
later on in life, or you can take millions of births to do it, but this very
work will have to be done sooner or later. The learned and illiterate alike
must be able to control the attention—if the attention is not feeding the
senses, the senses remain out of action. This has been proved in an ordinary
way by a person keeping his attention fully concentrated upon a certain thing
or task; he will not be aware of anyone speaking to him or calling him. In
truth, everything is within you, and you are the Light. He is the Greater
Light, and you the smaller. After you have been cleaned from all dirt, you will
see the Light, and ultimately be absorbed into the Greater Light, for this is
the law of Nature: that everything is drawn to its own kind. In this way, you
will become one—in Him. If on Divali day you enkindle the Light within you,
then I congratulate you; otherwise your “house” is in darkness. As Kabir Sahib
says, In the silent palace of the void, light the lamp. When you close
your eyes there is darkness, but when the Light is seen, then the inner journey
starts; first to rise above the physical into the astral plane where the Light
will become stronger. In the causual
plane it will be yet stronger, and from then onward the Light is so strong as
to be incomparable with millions of suns and moons. A certain pandit (Vedic
scholar) came here recently and read to me a section from the Yajur Veda which
mentioned these very things I am now telling you about. Brothers, there is
Light within you, and there is also Sound within. In the Gurbani, we have,
There is Light within, and the Everlasting Music reverberating therefrom. The
Chandogya Upanishad gives the same information. It is a real thing, and if you
have received this gift—in any religion—know that you have received the
means to salvation. The Muslim
Fakirs also say that within man the Kalam-I-Kadim is vibrating, but we are
imprisoned in the body and alas do not hear it. Shamas Tabrez Sahib says, Every
minute One Voice is coming to my soul from the Lord’s direction. What kind of
Voice is this? It is said to be like an ordinary voice, but alas we cannot hear
it. There is an inner eye, which when open can see the Light of God. Lord
Krishna has said, You cannot see Me with these eyes of flesh and blood, but only
through that Divine Eye with which I have blessed you. Guru Nanak Sahib
said similarly says, O Nanak, that eye is different through which the Lord
is seen. Everyone has got this eye—it is called the Third Eye, the Single
Eye, the Shiv Netra. If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of
light. And where is this eye? Fix your attention above the outgoing
faculties, where even Mahesh is meditating. Even Lord Shiva (Mahesh) is
meditating upon that same invisible place, and that is why we sometimes call it
the Shiv Netra—Shiva’s Eye. Excuse me, but
performing customs and rites and distributing parshad is not a true way of
celebrating a Divali festival. Our condition in this respect can be likened to the
story of the camel which when thrust its nose into its master’s tent on a cold
night. It gradually edged farther until its head and neck were inside, and then
farther until half its body was in the tent. Finally through steadily inching
its way, the camel took over the tent and its master had to go outside in the
cold. Likewise, these customs and rituals of ours will throw out the Truth
completely if we are not careful enough to find the right understanding. Right
understanding is a noble factor –it prepares the ground for the Truth itself.
Perform all rites, customs and prayers with right understanding and they will
all be acceptable at the Lord’s feet. Even if you do it as a gymnastic
exercise, yet at least there is hope for you in the future. We cry every
day that communism is increasing (atheism), but what is the condition of our
own homes? We rise in the morning, drink tea, do this and that, read newspaper,
and then we have to eat something. Someone goes to the office, someone else to
the shop, etc. Is there a routine whereby all members of the family sit in
remembrance of the Lord every morning, for even one hour, or half an hour?
There is nothing like this. In Punjabi there is a saying that if the child is
spoiled while in his diapers he will never right himself. Well, people are
crying about the communists outside, but communists are being created in our
own homes. Our children have knowledge of even the most basic teachings of
spirituality—many of the parents do not know them. We worry about possessing
things and being happy—we are concerned that our children should be
educated—these things are all right, but we are ignoring the most useful part
of their upbringing. I told the
people in the West also, that everyone at home should have a church—a temple, a
gurudwara, or mosque—call it if you will; then morning and evening the whole
family, big and small, should sit down in remembrance of God. The children’s
lives will change, and yours also. Example is always better than precept, and
seeing you doing what is right, the children will copy you. We are in fact
responsible for the coming generation’s character, and if we will not change,
how can we expect that character to be decent and upright? Stop for a while
wherever you are, and review your own situation. Search for the true meanings
hidden behind all things, and make sure you have got the right understanding.
Up to now, most of our life has been lived in a very artificial manner, and if
we have gained nothing real thereby, then what is the use? Farid Sahib has
warned us that The whole world is
sounding, and you are also dancing with it. Do not go on blindly following
what others do without knowing the reasons. What can be achieved from such
actions? I am not trying to belittle anything, but rather am trying to help you
understand from the right perspective. Seeing Him,
all our durmath (misconception) is finished; He is our True Friend. This
is very true way to banish al wrong thinking and establish right understanding.
The company of such a true friend is called Satsang. By searching the whole
world you will find these true friends, which are very rare. So be wise, take
in the Truth and throw out untruth. It is written in the Upanishads, Lead me
from the unreal to the real, from darkness to light. It is no new teaching,
and whatever company you keep, you will take on the same color. There are many
formations in the world, but making formations is not the Master’s purpose or
mission. They were made after the advent of each Master, without whom, as a matter
of course, stagnation sets in, from which bad smells arose. The result of all
this was misery upon misery. There is no exaggeration in a Master’s words—he
will tell you exactly what is what. From this
lowly level, we cannot see the Absolute God, but that same God came into
expression in creation and is permeating throughout, in the form of Light, in
which the Akhand Kirtan (Perpetual Song), or Nad, or Udgit, is
vibrating. All philosophy deals merely with theories, but mysticism deals with
direct contact with Reality: the God-into-Expression Power. But that can only
be contacted when one arises above the senses, which can only be done in the
human form. Where does our attention finally reach? To that place from where
the Sound is coming—the Ultimate Source. Some people practice the path of Light
only, but on that path the soul finds itself surrounded and discover the way
out. Here, the path of the Sound is most necessary. The various holy scriptures
have been explained in detail countless times, but no one explain the sound; it
is beyond description or explanation. Anything which is above intellect cannot
be explained—it can be contacted only. Furthermore, it will be one thing; it
has eternally been one, and cannot be made into two or more. That is why those
realized souls who are in direct contact with the Sound all speak of it
similarly. So on this
Divali Day I would like to impress upon you particularly to give up thinking
ill of others. While you do not make the enemy you friend, you will have no
peace within. Your sleep state will be full of restless dreams. If anyone
speaks of you in an aggressive way, do not follow his example, otherwise his
very thoughts will react upon you. If a wave of water hits a hard surface, it
will bounce back, but if it strikes something resilient, it will be absorbed,
like the action of a sponge, and there will be no violent reaction. One
curse is given, but on its return becomes many. If this is not returned,
then? It was one, and remained one. Again we remember Farid Sahib
saying, The whole world is sounding, and you are dancing with it. It is
better, with a cool head, to try and read between lines to discover why the
person is acting so antagonistically, and then take action accordingly. You
will save yourself from degradation this way. To think or speak of a person
badly, to tell lies or cheat, to be hypocritical, indulging in backbiting and
other ill-becoming traits—these are all degrading to the soul. Keep your hearts
pure, and as God is in everyone, try to see only the best in all. Whatever
duties have been given to you by God, perform them with love, and if others are
shirking their duties, appeal to them with love, and pray for their better
understanding. Then, leave them to the Lord. If we always remember that the God
we worship is in all men, we would not even allow a single brother to go
hungry. There was once
a devotee who worshiped the lord very faithfully, and one day he prayed, “O God, please give me your darshan.” God replied to him,
“All right, I will come to you.” The devotee started preparing for the lord’s
arrival with great enthusiasm, cleaning his house spotlessly, making a
specially comfortable seat decorated with flowers for Him to rest on, and
preparing many different delicious delicacies for the Lord’s refreshment. When
all was ready, he sat at the door awaiting God’s arrival. From morning until
night he did not leave the door; but the Lord did not come. An old man in very
ragged clothes passed by, and in passing, called out, “Brother, I am very
hungry, could you give me just one piece of bread?” The devotee was so
engrossed in expectantly awaiting the Lord’s arrival that he totally ignored
the old man, who went away hungry. In the depth of night, the devotee spoke to
the lord in meditation, asking Him why He had not come, as promised. God said,
“Why, I came to you, and I asked you for food, but you gave me nothing.” So we never
know in what form God will visit us. Whatever our attitude in approaching the
Lord, so will be our reward. Whatever the desire, that will be fulfilled. If,
for instance, you think of this as a place of Truth (Satsang) then leave all
worldly thoughts when entering. This more elevated attitude of mind will enable
you to absorb the radiation therein, from which you will be greatly uplifted.
When you fully understand what it is
you are receiving and also make it a part of your everyday life, most
decidedly you will have salvation. However, If you see the satguru as the
world sees him, there is no salvati on in this / If you do not love the Satguru’s
Shabd. There are various
attitudes of regard toward the Satguru, and accordingly does each man receive.
If he is met with faith and respect in the heart, receptivity develops, and the
radiation is absorbed. I have led a
householder’s life. You also should live in the world, but there is no need to
add to its degradation, and to your own. Women in the home should maintain it
properly with cleanliness and tidy habits, look after the children with
interest, and serve their husbands wholeheartedly. This is also a dharma (principle of righteous living). To him
whose home is heaven, the whole world is heaven. How can anyone hope to realize
the lord if they serve Him and ignore the needs of others? Does it mean that we
dislike God in some forms? Those
personalities who are Truth personified never advise the seekers to leave their
hearths and homes to take up vigil in the jungles and lonely places. This is
not at all necessary. When you meet a complete satguru, competent is his
method; Laughing, playing, eating, wearing, you will gain salvation by
following him. It is not a matter of leaving the condition wherein God has
placed you; there is no need to change your
location, but simply change your angle of vision. Bow down to the
satguru’s words, not his body only, or you will remain very far away-from him
and from your aim. There is a
very explanatory example of obedience during the life of Guru Gobind Singh, the
tenth Guru of the Sikhs. There was a Jat farmer by the name of Bela, who came
to GuruGobind Singh and said, “I wish to serve you.” The Guru asked him what he
could do, and Bela replied that he knew how to look after horses. The use of
horses was extensive and common in those days, and so the Guru gave Bela the
service. He worked diligently and with love, and even the Guru saw the
difference in the horses’ condition, and he asked, “Who is taking care of the
horses these days?” He was told that Bela was the groom, and the Guru sent for
him, congratulated him, and told him how pleased he was with his service. In
further token of his pleasure, the Guru said’ “Come to me daily, and I will
give you one stanza from the Jap Ji Sahib, to learn and digest.” So each
morning, Bela would go to the Master and receive his lesson, and then spend the
whole day repeating the words with full concentration on his Master, while
doing his work in the stables. One day Guru Gobind Singh decided to leave early
on some urgent work, and was about to gallop away when Bela ran up to the Guru
and cried, “But what about my lesson?” The Guru replied, “O brother Bela, do you not see the time or
opportunity?” and he galloped off. Brother Bela accepted what the Guru had said
without question in his heart, and in all sincerity started learning the words
with full attention- “O brother Bela, do you not see the time or opportunity?”
Guru Gobind Singh’s attention had been so fierce when uttering these words that
the full force of it went deep into them. The result was that on repeating
them, Bela began to go into samadhi (began to leave the body). One of the
senior disciples, who had long been chief reader of the Guru Granth Sahib and was the Guru’s constant companion,
even in the fighting during the war, was a very learned man and would not only
read but explain the words and their meaning. On hearing that Bela had gone
into samadhi, he went to the Master and said, “Maharaj, there is injustice in
your court, for this Jat Bela who arrived here only a few days ago and who is an
illiterate and understands nothing, has gone into deep samadhi; whereas we who
are with you constantly even in the wars, have sacrificed our lives and lives
under terrible conditions, and have studied the books for countless hours, and
yet we cannot meditate as successfully as this man.” Do you
understand what this all means? It is a question of the person’s attitude of
mind. If you do not absorb the teachings practically into your very lives, you
will gain nothing. It is not achieved by dancing and jumping around (professing
devotion outwardly). Some people go as far as to say, “The Master came from Sat
Lok and gave me fruit as a parshad.” This type of people is not interested in
impressing others- but this is how we can drift away from the Truth. See what
us right with your own eyes, and do not be led astray by the prattling of
others. This is what Farid Sahib means when he talks of the world dancing to
its own tune. He saya further, He does not dance who takes the Lord’s
protection. When you get something, be content with what you have received,
and practice it properly so that it may increase. If you can find anything
better than what you have been given, then I will also go with you. Our Hazur
used to say, “Whatever I had, I have given you; If you find anything better,
you are welcome to take it, and let me know that I may also benefit.” So truly
celebrating Divali does not lie in getting parshad or any outer action, but
rather in taking the Truth of Divali into yourself and practicing it. You will
see that your life will change in a matter of months. If up to now you have not
done this, and are not going to do it, you will remain in darkness. If you have
done something and have received a little Light, but do not devote your full
attention and do not practice it daily in all expression of life, you will not
increase whatever you have. I will now take a short hymn of Guru Ram Das Ji, on
the subject of Divali-how to light the lamps of Divali within you. To realize
God, we have sold our body to a complete Master. The words are
very clear; but why a Complete Master? Because today the world is full of
people who are not what they profess to be. Who in fact is the Guru? The God
Himself is the Guru. When Guru Nanak Sahib was asked about this, he said, Shabd
is the Guru, and the Surat (attention) is the disciple. In other
words, that God Power which came into expression is my Guru. Kabir Sahib was
asked where his Guru lived, and he replied, My Guru resides in the gaggan
(seat of the soul), and the disciple in this body; When the surat and Shabd
meet, there will be no separation. To come into contact with that, our
attention must rise above the senses. Guru Gobind Singh has said, The
Ultimate God is One, know Him to be our Guru. The Lord residing in each
being is the Guru. My beloved is in each form, no place is without Him; I
rejoice in that form where He is manifest. We should respect the form in
which He has manifested-such a personality never declares himself to be the
Guru, but always refers to the God in him. It is a very valuable criterion.
Whoever says, “I am a Guru,” know him to be yet short of that very status. O
Bheeka, the Incomprehensible (Agam) is beyond speaking of or hearing about; He
who knows speaks not, he who speaks knows not. Kabir Sahiib describes a
Master in this way: Kabir says we are the
knowers of the true home of your Father, and have brought the Lord’s
orders. It is a beautiful description. He did not say, “I am the Guru.” Who is the
Complete Guru? Through the Complete Guru, Satsang orrurs (comes out). And
what is the Complete Guru? He is one with the Shabd. The word
was made flesh and dwelt among us. Also,He manifests Himself in the
Guru, and distributes the Shabd. It is that manifested God which joins us
to Himself- that is the Guru. No son of man can do it. Christ said, I am the
light of the world, those that come to me shall never walk in darkness. It
is another criterion: whoever has got the Light can give it to others. It
cannot be given by teachers of the outer customs, or by intellectuals, or by
any scripturist. But he who is one with the Light can give the Light. He who
takes the veil from my eye and gives the glimpse-O sadhu, that satguru is to my
liking. When it says
we have sold the body, it means that he has given himself over completely and
has no further claim on himself. And he did this just to realize God. Someone
should make me meet my Beloved Lord; To Him will I sell myself; I am in torment
for darshan of my Lord. He does not make you a slave, but rejoins you to
the Lord Himself. Another Master says the same thighs: Someone should come
and join me back to god. And how is that done? A strong Guru drags the
attention (soul) out.
He is full controller of his attention, and has become therefore the mouthpiece
of God. By his single thought, ten, twenty, one hundred, one thousand, can be
taken above the senses and shown the Light within. There should
be no misunderstanding of the term “selling the body.” Through the prarabdh
or destiny karmas, children, friends; so this body belongs to them. But the
Lord Wishes us to
make the best use of it, by being pure and chaste, doing meditation, living
righteously, and keeping His commandments; this is the true meaning of giving
the body. It does not mean leaving one’s home, family, and so on, Why has the
body been given to us? The Feet of the Lord should reside in this body, and
the tongue should repeat His Name; O Nanak, for this reason, take care of the
body. Keep it clean and pure, for cleanliness is next to godliness, but
there is no need to be constantly decorating it. Furthermore, cleaning
outwardly and remaining dirty inside is useless, for no matter how much perfume
is poured on a garbage heap, it will never impart a clean inside, he tells you
that no sins should be committed through this body, and no bad thoughts should
enter it. This is what it means to sell one’s body to Him. Hazrat Ibrahim
once bought a slave; it was the custom of those days. When he and the slave
reached the house, Hazrat Ibrahim said, “What would you like to eat?” The slave
replied, “whatever food you give, for I have been sold to you.” The next day,
Ibrahim asked the slave what kind of clothes he wanted to wear, and the slave
replied, “Whatever you give, for I have been sold.” He asked for nothing and
claimed no choice, for he knew his body had been sold and surrendered himself
to the fact, fully resigned. Complete
obedience is the essence of selling the body to the Guru-it means nothing more
nor less. Christ told his disciples, If ye love me, keep my commandments. Those
who do respect the Guru’s words will most decidedly receive salvation. Christ
also said, If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what
ye will, and it shall be done unto you. Whatever words enter your heart,
that much have you understood fully. The words the Guru uttered have I tied
into my heart. But don’t just keep them there-they are not meant for
repeating to others as a demonstration of knowledge; they should be lived up to. And how can one reside in his
heart? Keep someone on your heart, and you will reside in his. If you
think of a person, there is always a reaction. When the disciple remembers his
Guru, then Satguru gives protection his very life. His attention is his very
life’s essence. Though he may be hundreds of miles away, yet he constantly
cares for his children- through his attention. The more you remember him, the
greater will be the reaction. As you think, so you think, so you become; and if
he is truly a Guru, you will gain spiritual upliftment and salvation. When one
can hear sound and voice through radio, across thousands of miles, and can see
images through television, then surely the God Power which is all omnipotent,
that same Power which is the Guru, surely that can manifest, if one’s needle is
tuned in correctly. Just keep your thoughts toward him and you will benefit
from the direct radiation. This body,
this wealth, this mind, I have given to the Master. It does not
mean to give the body literally- that belongs to those with whom you are
connected, as a reaction of the past. The Master guides your soul, so your soul
should be surrendered to him, not the body. By giving the mind, you should
think as he wants you to think, and your wealth used for good cause-not for
misuse, or to harm the lives of others. Share with others, and then eat. Think
of everything as being the Guru’s property given in yours safe-keeping, and use
it in a like manner. If you do all this, what happens? You receive Par Brahm
(God beyond Brahmand). O brothers, keep connection with the Satsang, and all
your wrongs will be righted. Even your earthly life will be a success. So Guru Ram
Das Ji is giving out some of his own life’s experience. You should know that he
was a great devotee of his Guru. Devotion therefore is the keynote to success,
for as you think, so you become. If you obey his every wish, your success will
be beyond words. If he puts his hands on your head (gives you his protection),
then you have got his attention, and what more is wanted? To realize
God, we have sold our body to a
complete Master; Satguru, the
giver, intoned us with the Naam,
and our countenance radiated with
this transformation of destiny. The True
Forms, the Master, gives the experience of God within us, through which our
whole destiny is awakened. After more than seventy years of searching, Guru
Amar Das Ji said, I was very tired, performing all these karmas; Then,
without effort, I met the Satguru. And what type of Guru is the Satguru? When
the Satguru is met, the eye can see and realize the Truth within. It
clearly indicates what the Satguru should be. But we must take our attention
from outer things-give him our body, our mind, and our wealth. When King
Janak was given as experience by Maharishi Ashtavakra, he was also required to
first give his body, mind and wealth. The king had announced that he wanted the
experience, and it should be given in as short a time as it takes to mount a
horse. A huge gathering of sages and holy men had been called, and a large
stage set for the purpose. When the announcement was made, none of the wise men
present had the courage to mount the stage and declare himself capable of
giving the experience. Many could give fine talks, but only one who is in
oneness with the Light can give experience of it. These are not words of pride-
it is his daily work, or you may call it his vocation, and he has been
commanded by God to this purpose. The Lord Himself works through him. So from
all the great sages present, only Ashtavakra stepped forward and mounted the
stage. His body was crippled and deformed in eight places (the name Ashtavakra
means “eight humps” or deformities). When the rest of the holy men saw him come
forward, they laughed and thought he must be mad. They considered his strange
figure ridiculous, and his claim of knowledge pretentious, and were not
impressed but amused. It was a rare thing, even in those days. Where can you
find such a person today? Go into the world and search for one. Many will give
ethical teachings and repeat what is written in books, but those who actually
give an experience of the Beyond are very rare; there have always been only a
few, and even now they are rare, but the world is not without them. But the
amusement died into an embarrassed silence when in a calm clear voice,
Ashtavakra turned to the king and said, “If you want the knowledge of the
beyond, then why are you sitting with a gathering of cobblers, whose eyes are
only on my body?” All the audience was ashamed. Then he asked the king, “Do you
really want this experience?” The king replied that he did. “Then, you will
have to make an offering to me of your body, wealth, and mind.” The king
agreed. In those days, the custom of sealing agreements between men was to pour
a little clear water in the person’s hand, and the ceremony was finished. These
days, special stamped paper is prepared and typed upon, and even then there
remains some doubt as to whether the man is being cheated or not. So the Rishi said, “You have given me your body-go and
sit among the shoes at the entrance of
this court.” (By Indian custom, especially in those days, no one would dream of
taking their shoes into a place of worship or respect.) One can imagine the
depth of humiliation for the king to have to sit among the shoes, with his
followers and subject in full view, sitting on carpets. But the king told
himself that his body now belonged to the Guru, and in meek obedience went and
sat among the shoes at the entrance. The Rishi called to him, “O king, where
are you sitting now?” The king replied, “In the lowest place of all, with the
shoes.” The Rishi’s purpose was for the king to admit his place. He then said,
“As you have given all your wealth and possessions, then do not even think of
them-they do not belong to you.” The king saw his court and palace before him,
and his mind wandered from one thing to another, so he closed his eyes. Then he
closed his ears so that he would hear no sound, but even then his mind wandered
about the palace and his kingdom. He again and again reminded himself that he
had given everything to the Rishi, but could not still his mind. The Rishi
asked, “Where are you now?” The king said, “My condition is like that of a cow
sitting on a ship’s mast. He flies in all directions but can see no land to
alight on, and so returns to his perch on the mast, again and again.” The
Maharishi told him, “You have given your mind to me, so do not flit around with
my mind.” Then for a while the king’s mind was stilled. Ashtavakra then gave
his attention, and he soul withdrew, rose above body-consciousness, and the
Rishi connected it to the Light and Sound. The king was asked if he was
satisfied, and he replied in the affirmative. Even now, when Naam is given, the
instructions are the same: to withdraw one’s attentions from outer things and
forget the body, etc., and then with a little attention the soul rises. The
Maharishi then said, “All right, I am giving all these things back to you-body,
wealth, and mind-as a parshad, so deal with them remembering that they are
mine. Think of the body as mine; keep it clean and pure. Think of the wealth as
mine; share with those in need, and use it only for good purpose. Do not
entertain any bad thoughts; keep all thoughts pure.” Do you all see the significance of this story? The same
teaching is given now; it has not changed at all with the passing of time. It
is true that the extent of our success depends upon how obedient we are to his
words. If we can concentrate our scattered attention, we will become the
controller of that attention, and in due course, the mouthpiece of the Greater
Attention. What then will we not be able to do?! Though God is in us, we must
become man-in-God and God-in-man; this is our aim. Whoever becomes that can
then help others, that is, to see the manifestation of the Light of God in him.
He who thinks of the Guru as a human being will come back, birth by birth.
If the Guru seems to be a mere man to you, then what can you expect to receive
from him? Each man sees through his own spectacles: whatever color the glass
is, so will the vision be. In whatever manner you regard the Guru, your benefit will measure accordingly. The Guru’s
knowledge attached us to the all-pervading Lord. A Guru’s single thought can accomplish vast tasks.
Masters are not made in a day; every Saint has his past, and every sinner a
future. We can also become Masters-with proper help and guidance. When I was in
English, two small boys came to me and I asked them, “What do you want, boys?”
They both said, “We want to become Masters.” You have all receive the
gift-increase it- then you may be selected as a Master, by God. This is not an
election by votes; the Lord Himself gives the commission. Furthermore, He
manifests Himself in the Guru, and distributes the shabd. It is not the
kind of work that can be done through the puny power of man. Each man sees only
at his own level; he makes mistakes, and then falls. Then he dances to the
world’s tune, and others follow his example. Who suffers? One’s own self. What
does the Master lose? Does a mirror are if anyone looks into it or not? The
Guru’s knowledge attaches us-so become one with God, this is the very
essence of all this teaching. Light can only come from Light. Merely pressing
or rubbing the eyes to bring sparks through friction within the physical
vision, or trying to visualize Light, will not give anyone a connection with
the Light. He who has that power in his attention can, in one sitting, reveal
some Light in others-by withdrawing their attention from outside. This is the
only method of connecting the soul with the Light, and that connection
increases daily with practice. In each living being the Lord is vibrating; Get connected
to the Guru’s Shabd. I would cut my mind and body as an offering to the Guru; All my doubts are removed by his word. I have explained that giving one’s body to the Guru does
not mean that one loses it-and cutting the body and mind does not mean they are
cut into pieces, but they should work only to obey the Guru’s commands. Why and
how are the doubts removed by the Guru’s words? The Whole world is sleeping
in attachment and illusion; When will the doubt be removed? Maya-illusion
or forgetfulness-starts when we become identified with the body, for then we
begin to see everything from the body’s is changing every moment. The world is
also made of matter, changing at the same speed. When two things, namely body
and the world, are made of matter, changing at the same speed, they both appear
to be still. Those who are one with them are under a grand delusion. For a
simple instance, the world appears to be still, but in actual fact it is
moving. We have bound ourselves to this illusion and all it means, with all its
effects. How can it be removed? Only by rising above body-consciousness. O
Lord, some Master-soul should show me the easy way. Only then can the
doubts be removed so that the Truth can be seen. The Master-soul’s vision is
correct: he does not dance to anyone’s tune. He can never see anything inaccurately,
so naturally he will never do anything wrong, like the depraved man with his
smoky spectacles. This is how a man’s character changes from bad to good. But
only through the Lord’s blessing. How? By being attached in love to him in whom
the Lord Himself has manifested. If you have good karmas from the Beyond, you get the
connection to the Name of the Lord. The Guru never
lives in an untrue way; he does not act and pose. When a person tells one lie,
then one hundred more lies must be told subsequently, to cover up that one.
This sort of thing results in part factions and other undesirable situations.
It is not necessary for the Satguru to tell any lies; he will say what he has
seen; and that is the Truth Kabir Sahib says, You cannot describe Him who is
above all / But what the Guru gives becomes sweeter day by day. / Kabir says,
My doubts have been removed by seeing the ever-lasting Lord It is a very
clear statement which gives the situation exactly-if we are still in doubt as
to what we should do, then what can be done? Having a lamp in the hand,
still we fall in the well. In the darkness He lights the lamp When we love the
Guru’s knowledge. Through getting attached by love to the Guru, the
darkness is dispelled; thousands of suns shine forth with the repetition of
Naam. Due to the difficulties of Kal Yuga, this blessing is being given freely.
In the past, many restrictions were imposed before connection to Naam was
given. After many years of service, the Master would then give the first part of
the theory, and so on. But the darker the age, the more mercy does the Master
extend, and today everyone receives an experience from the very beginning. This
special concession is due to the bed condition of the world, which is drifting
speedily into negativity. A Master would use any means to save the souls from
such a terrible fate, but if the soul receives the gift and then wastes
it-well, that is a tragic misfortune. What is the Guru’s knowledge? The Guru’s knowledge
reveals the true Light, and the darkness of ignorance is split asunder. Light appears in the darkness-the God
manifests in the form of Light, and he in whom the Complete Light is burning,
is the true Khalsa (a true and pure disciple). Guru Gobind Singh Ji says, know
a khalsa only when the fully light shines in his body. He also says,
Khalsa is my true form. Also, In the khalsa I reside, and
also, Khalsa is my Complete Satguru. Finally he declares, These are not
words of imaginative lies; I take the par Brahm Guru Nanak as my witness. If
you have done every other work but this, it will all be of little value;
but if you do this work, all other efforts will be fruitful. When the
Master recommend the company of Saints who can give contact with the True Naam,
they do so with infinite purpose. It is gift which gives benefit both here and
hereafter. Tie with the Gift of Life, which is with you here and there.
In the Hindu religion, when a man is approaching death, His people say,”Quickly
light a lamp and place it before him, or he may die without first seeing the
light.” People do not realize that the light should be lit while living-within
one, not outside. What is the use at the time of death, when even every-day
consciousness is withdrawing? At Hardwar in northern India, the pilgrims light a small
wick in a boat of leaves and flowers, and set this afloat on the sacred River
Ganges. If it gets extinguished by the water or a breeze, they light another
and float it. The meaning behind this outer ritual is to show that to cross
this ocean of life, one needs the auidance of the Light. But that Light is
different; it has no wick, no oil; it cannot be overturned or sunk, and remains
burning forever. If someone lights such a Light, O Nanak, he does not come
round in transmigration. And ahead there is sound in this Light; it is the
basic teaching of all true Masters, irrespective of religions The darkness of ignorance is banished; Through that Treasure lying in the house, the mind is
awakened. The mind is steep in illusion-a kind of sleep state-and
can only be awakened by the connection to Naam. The Lord of Death will take reckoning of those
imprisoning themselves in illusion. Illusion is like a guard with a bow and arrow, keeping the
prison closely guarded so that those who have forgotten their freedom in the
enjoyments may not escape. The Lord of Death’s toll for these prisoners is very
heavy. When one enters a beautiful park, one is free to roam around, relax on
the grass, enjoy the beauty of the flowers, plants and trees, but the gardener
will deal very severely with anyone attempting to pluck the flowers or steal
the plants. A true sadhu is he who lives in the garden of the word, but never
thinks of claiming anything as his own. Those who live their lives according to
their Guru’s commands and remember the Lord continuously will not be under the
world’s influence with all its corruption. Those who have not the good fortune
of knowing their Guru is with them, remain under the mind’s influence, and they
eat, drink, and live according to the dictates of their minds. Even after
meeting the Guru, there are those who remain under the influence of the mind.
He is a mankukh (mouthpiece of the mind) who does not recognize the
shabd, and knows not the fear of the Guru. Such a man has no awe or respect
in his heart, and often thinks of the Guru as being on his own level. At times
he considers the Guru to be lower than himself; so what can this type of person
receive? The words of a depraved man
are like a scorpion’s sting, the pain of which is like the prick of a
driving thorn, but it increases to an unbearable extent. So do not believe such
people, as it will give unbearable pain in the long run. The worldly things
were given with useful purpose-not for enjoyment’s sake. Those who go on
enjoying will have to pay the price; he who plucks the flowers will get the
fine. The
unfortunates who have not sold their heads to the Satguru, will come and go in
the world. One will go on coming and going until one surrenders
one’s whole being to the Guru; and this means living in accordance with his
wishes, thinking as he advocates. The keeper of the intellect is the Guru.
Maulana Rumi Sahib prays to God, saying. This intellect will turn my face
from you; Keep Your control on it, and I am saved- otherwise I am lost. It
does not take much time to spoil the milk! The intellect is like that. If
your mind obeys the Guru one hundred per cent, you will know then who the God
is. Don’t’ let your intellect interfere in the slightest fraction with what
you know is right. He who is willing to obey him without a question will
receive the treasure. Naam’s Perpetual Song, precious jewel of the Lord, is
in the Sadhu’s keeping. You can also say that God has handed over His
treasure to the Master. Then? The
Guru places it before him who takes His words as Truth. To find a Guru who
can do this is the height of good fortune. Without good fortune, the Satguru is not met. Please, my Lord, listen to my appeal: I wish only to be a Thy Feet. To be at His Feet means to obey him-to surrender unto
him. He would like to dye you in the same color as his own soul. In deep
humility he has said I want to be at Your Feet. He is wearily
acknowledging his defeat in the world; it is not a matter of force. It has also
been said that by force you cannot get, and by force you cannot give. You can
neither gain the inner knowledge by force, not can you learn to leave the body
at will by force. Whoever feels that he can achieve anything through force is
welcome to try and see. All is in the Lord’s hands; if He wants to give
anything, then you will receive. He most definitely will give to one who will
surrender to His Feet. Dwell only on the understanding that the Guru has given;
imbibe the virtues therein, and as you think, so you will become. In this way
you will absorb the radiation. O Nanak, the Guru looks after my honor here and
hereafter; So I have sold my head to the Satguru. Our protection and honor is all safe in the Master’s
hands-we have sold our heads and our attention to him. It reminds me of my own
life, about 1917. There is potential for searching out the Truth within all
men, some more, some less, according to the sanskaras (back ground). I used to
enjoy an intoxication within, but after two to three months it would cease, for
as long as a week sometimes. Naturally I would feel very unhappy during those
periods. I went to many Mahatmas for help, so that the intoxication would
continue and not break. When I asked for the cure from a certain holy sage, he
said, “Yes, but you will have to give your head.” In my heart I felt that the
giving of one’s head should happen with one’s own free will, whenever one feels
it right, and not by order. Once a person has given himself, there is then no
question of rights. But there, whoever searches will one day find, and Hazur
Baba Sawan Singh Ji started coming to me within, seven years before I ever met
him physically. So giving the head must come with one’s own will and pleasure.
You can be sure that he who asks for it, is hungry for it-and if he is in such
a hungry conditions, what will he be able to give? When I finally came to
Hazur’s feet, with his mercy I truly understood what is meant by giving one’s
head. Keep the Guru’s words always before you-they should
become part and parcel of your life. You may ask why Hazur said I should do
this spiritual work; It was His wish, that is all. The people are receiving the
benefit, what better evidence is wanted? Property and other things can be given
through official papers and man-made laws, but not spirituality. Fire is
lighted from fire, and Light comes from Light. Those who are getting the Light
are receiving with Hazur’s blessing-I have not earned it. What did he see in
me? It might be that I was very open-I never hide anything from him. I used to
see that He was seeing all my actions-that is really the truth of it. So, to
have a clean heart is most necessary, for he who is one thing inside and tries
to show he is something different will remain far from this true wealth. If he
has a small part of it, it will stop further progress. So let each of our days be a Divali day. Light the inner
lamp. If you have any bad thoughts for anyone, stop them, and if anyone has
wittingly or unwittingly harmed you, forgive and forget. There is no other
cure. If you cannot forgive the misdemeanors of others, your progress will
stop, for forgiveness and justice are different. Forget justice, and develop
the virtue of forgiveness. Keep your heart clear; do not think badly of anyone,
even if they have deliberately harmed you. And do not dance to the world’s
tune. Protect yourself from lies and hypocrisy. Everyone has God within them,
so have love for all men. Do selfless service, and regular meditation. As is
also usual on Divali day, the houses and shops are cleaned and decorated. Man
should also clean himself inside, decorate himself within with the inner Light,
and sit in the Lord’s sweet remembrance. Then only can Divali be truly beautiful. THE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS
This picture, taken in Houston, Texas, on Christmas
Night, 1963, shows Master in his hotel room shortly after inviting all of us
who were following him to join him. (Visible are marian ojeda,Lucille Gunn, and
Mr. Khanna.) The bowl on the table was filled with big nuts, which Master was
giving out as parshad-so generously that they were cascading from our filled-up
hands onto the floor! The sweetness of that blessed time with him will never be
forgotten by those of us lucky enough to be there. That Christmas
with Christ was highlighted by the beautiful Message given below, issued on
that day. THERE IS A tradition which tells us that Christmas
symbolizes the birth of the Christ Child in the human heart. To be truly Christ-like,
the disciple must become as a little child, a pure and unsullied vessel,
receiving the nectar of the Holy Spirit as an upturned chalice. “If you love
me, keep my commandments!” Truth is above
all, but true living is still above Truth. This requires leading a life of
continence, humility, truthfulness, love and devotion to God and all
creation. To become a mouthpiece of
Master, expressing Master’s will and purpose, you must surrender all to Master.
This does not mean the giving up of employment, home, possessions, family and
friends. It means simply: let the will of the Master work in you and through
you, let your whole life be dedicated to service of the Master. Like a flute,
be all vacant from within so that the Master may make sweet music of your life. This is the
Christ-like way, the true message, meaning and purpose of Christmas. Master
brought the Christ Child to birth in your heart. You, in turn, must “become as
a little child” and surrender yourselves to the ever-loving and merciful Father
who watches over you, guides you, and cares for you. I wish you all a joyful
Christmas and a Happy New Year. My love goes to you all. Kirpal Singh MAHARAJ JI
The Superior One A remembrance by Kira Redeen
MORNING AND
EVENING are darshan times at Sawan Ashram. The crowd
starts collecting in advance. They meditate and wait in from of the house of
Master Kirpal Singh Ji. When the
Satguru comes out everyone’s expression changes. You can see that these are the
loving children who once again are sitting together with their beloved Father. The Indian
disciples come to talk to our Master in family groups, in pairs, or just by
themselves. Each one brings his problem, be it mundane or spiritual, to the
feet of the Master. When everyone
has been taken care of, Master goes to the portico of His house, often inviting
the visiting disciples from the West to join Him there. The Indian
remain outside and you can hear them talking in a melodious foreign language
which you do not understand. But one word chimes and rings without letup as a
thrilling undertone: “Maharaj ji, Maharaj Ji, Maharaj Ji,” and you
understand Whom they are talking about. We heard that
shortly before our arrival a little old woman who lives at the Ashram had approached
Master at one of the darshans saying that she didn’t see anything inside. Asking if she
had kept her diary, Master was informed she couldn’t read or write but that she
did have a candle. Master reportedly asked, “Why do you people need all these
outward symbols, candle, flowers? Just go within and then see for yourself.” However, His comment apparently made little
impression or was misinterpreted because a few days later at darshan she said
that she had seen Master inside in all His glory. Please, her
Satguru inquired what she had done. “I put candles
and flowers around the dairy forms and you appeared to me,” she said. Later, Master
told us, “The simple folk get there so much faster than the pundits, the
learned men, the intellectuals. You ask me, ‘Why do some disciples see much
light and others very little?’ Ego is in the why, I tell you, and not before
you become a conscious co-worker of the divine plan will the ego completely
disappear. One pundit,” continued our Satguru Ji, “figures out this and that
and works out a plan how to do it. But when it comes to really doing it, he
comes running to me to find out whether it is really safe. He does not know. So
learning does not help you, you see.” Pundits,
architects, magistrates, millionaires and paupers, a commodore, a princess from
the Punjab, and the sister of the late Prime Minister Nehru, Madame Pandit, all
were there paying their respects to the Master. “They all come
for one thing,” explained our Guru, “for the bread of life and the water of
life.” And to every
one of them, including the Western disciples, Master gave His love in equal
measure as there is only one measure of love for everyone-the utmost. It is
there without letup all the time. Love flows from Master in an endless stream.
And no matter when you come for it or what condition you are in “be rest
assured” the flow is constant. No matter how Master feels physically, whether
He is busy or not, the fountain of divine love is so big there is enough for
everyone. “You cannot
drain the Master,” said Gianiji. Sometimes
Gianiji would come to our room at the ashram after the evening darshan to find
out if we had understood everything Master had told us. And we would sit there
on a red flowery rug in a circle, the fan going overhead mixing up the heat,
the moon looking in through the opened window, the water from Master’s well
dripping peacefully in the bathroom, a pink lizard motionless on the white wall
and a gray frog hopping undisturbed in the middle of the rug. We sat there
talking over what Master had said at the darshan: “If you love
someone, the time-you do not notice it. So in meditation sit there with the one
you love. At attention! Alone! “You want
someone else there? No? And what do you do? “Your body
sits and you, you are not there. God alone should be enthroned in your heart.
In meditation you find out how many other people and things you have put on the
throne, too. “You will have
to leave everyone and everything behind you at the moment of death. I’m the
only one that will be your companion till the very end. I’m already within you. “Where love
is, you are drawn this way. You think you love me, but the truth is I loved you
first. Your love is a reflection of my love. “So love God
alone and for His sake love everyone else. “Love knows
service and sacrifice,” our Satguru said to us. He amply
proved this to us during our visit at Manav Kendra. We stayed to
begin with in Master’s guesthouse on Rajpur Road and Master Himself had moved
to Manav Kendra, fourteen miles away. So in our loneliness we asked His
permission to join Him. We did not know at the time that our beloved Master
planned to be with us that very evening at His home on Rajpur Road. “Is that what you
want?” He asked us lovingly. “All right, then, move immediately. A car will
come for you.” Master
remained at Manav Kendra and we proceeded to move out there. Rooms were
assigned to us in the still uncompleted hospital. By Master’s orders the
following was done for us: Since there
was no electricity in the hospital as yet, an electrician stretched a wire from
the main cable to our rooms. The building debris was cleaned out; a plumber was
summoned to make the bathroom and sink workable and to open the main waterline.
Our cook Ramji was moved to Manav Kendra, his wife and baby also; the
refrigerator was moved from Dehra Dun; the stove moved; a carload of food came
in; four wooden beds arrived; spreads, pillows, blankets, quilts, all were
moved to Manav Kendra. Rugs were brought in, a couch, two club chairs came via
truck, an air conditioner, a fan, a dining room set appeared from somewhere,
even a Western-type top was immediately created by the carpenter and put above
the Indian bathroom’s opening in the floor. And the next
morning as we were blissfully meditating, we heard Master’s footsteps and cane
on the Cement sidewalk of our portico. Out we rushed
and there He was, radiant and smiling. I came here
for your darshan,” He said. Later, we sat
at Master’s feet at His bungalow in Manav Kendra forming part of a half-circle
around Him. Bending a little forward in His chair, He looked at us lovingly. “Sir,” someone
asked Him, “How do you manage to love us? We are so imperfect.” “You are like
a stone,” replied Maharaj Ji, “and I am chiseling out of it the precious thing
that is within it. “Be in life
like a compass. Always point to the north. In the world you vacillate here and
there, no aim. Point to God at all times. Watch your thoughts. Check your
dreams. Do you see Master there?” As the talk
continued, the sun fell on one side of Master’s forehead and for the first time
I suddenly saw the mark in God’s own handwriting there-the sign of Om. It was so
prominent, so outstanding, so thick, that a shadow from it fell on the other
side of the forehead. I looked at it and could not take my eyes away. It is one
thing to talk about the physical signs that every Saint possesses but it is
quite another thing to see them for oneself. Going back to
our hospital headquarters, I peered at every forehead I saw and each one of
them, compared with Master’s resembled a flat Indian chapatti. Back at the
hospital we found our dinner waiting for us. A
noble-looking Sikh in a maroon turban joined us. He was on his way to Kashmir
and had stopped over at Manav Kendra for a few days to pay his respects to the
Satguru. He stayed in the room next to ours with David Teed, the Dallas group
leader, and Ed Handley from Toronto. This gentleman
told us the story of his brother who has three sons and one daughter. The
daughter died and the grief-stricken parents begged Master Kirpal Singh to come
immediately. “Please,”
pleaded the bereaved father when Master arrived, “please, Maharaj Ji, take the
life of any one of my sons, but give me back my daughter.” Master,
however, did not do it, and got in His car for the trip to Delhi. Halfway down
the road Master ordered His driver to take Him back to the saddened family. On His return,
Maharaj Ji put His fingers on the forehead of the dead girl, pressed both of
her eyes, and lo and behold, she was alive once again. And Master did not take
the life of any of the three sons either. The Sikh gentleman had ended his
story. Master holds
the power over life and death in His hands, we observed. And securely in His
hands is our fate and salvation. “ ‘I want to
talk to the Saint,’ a man once accosted me,” Maharaj Ji told us. “I asked him,
‘What do you want to talk about with the saint?’ “The man
exclaimed in surprise, ‘Are you the Saint? But you look like a man.’ “ ‘A Saint is
a man first,’ I explained to him.” Our Master has
a lot of human touches. He likes to
laugh although it is almost a soundless laugh which you see more than hear. At times,
moved by our human wretchedness, Master is so compassionate that His eyes fill
with tears that trickle slowly down His cheeks. When Taiji
insists that Master change His clothes because they are crumpled and have spots
on them, He will say, “The people do not come to see my clothes. They come to
see me.” And he does not change them. Master’s sense
of humor is very gentle. We bought a
small toy for Ramji’s little daughter. We gave the present to our Master to
give in turn to Ramji with His blessing. Master asked,
“Is that for me?” “No, sir, it
is for ramji.” Master looked
at the toy rubber dog, squeezed it slightly so that it whistled, and said, “I
want a toy, too. Iam also a child-of God,” He added smilingly. Once a very
dear soul, Guru Parshad, the head of the Radhasoami group in Agra, came to
Delhi to pay his respects to our Master. The Guru had walked ten miles and came
in covered with dust. He is a little man. An ancient yellow turban adorned his
head. His sweet, old face with its loving eyes had humility written in every
wrinkle. Half sitting, half slipping off the couch next to Master, he related
that once before he had returned to his congregation in Agra bringing them some
sweet parshad from Maharaj Ji. They ate it with gratitude and asked him, “Now
that we’ve eaten the sweet parshad, could we eat you, too, Guru Parshad?” Master was
pleased with the story and even took the pains to translate it to us. A final
personal darshan is given to each departing disciple. It was our turn now.
Master’s silvery blue eyes rested on us with such love and compassionate
understanding we were bathed in bliss. “Maharaj Ji,
what if a disciple wants to remain a disciple forever so He could stay in the
Holy Presence of his Beloved, safe, secure and happy forever?” “You become a
Master,” replied Maharaj Ji, “as son as you become a true Gurmukh as at that
time you will realize that you and the Master are one.” The words of
an India disciple who lives in Rajpur came immediately to mind: “When you go up
there,” he said, “you will see
the Master’s body made out of light. You will see yourself coming out of His
body as light. You and your Master are one, you know.” We left in the
dark of evening. As we sat in the back seat of a car waiting to go, Maharaj Ji
stepped up to the window, looked at us once again, eyes to eyes, touched our
hands with both of His Holy Hands and said warmly, “God bless you.” Before the
Year Runs Out . . . The Master’s Circular Letters of December 28,1967
DEAR SOULS:
Before the year runs out, I would like all the children of light to manifest
that light in abundance, and take care that it is not darkened through any
default. You have had an experience of this light, the light of God; the light
that never is on sea or land, but burns day and night, unquenchably, in the
human breast. Let this light be a lamp unto yours feet, and serve as a beacon
light and signal fire to the world-weary traveler trudging on the sands of time
in search of a haven of peace. All of you must know that you have voluntarily
and joyously taken upon yourself a great trust and responsibility-an obligation
which you have to discharge under the Law of Divine Dispensation, and it is
your proud privilege and a sacred duty to serve the great Cause which is so
very dear to the Master. All the
Initiates of the Master, wherever they be-in the East or in the West-form one
great family of the Master and as such are equally dear to me, and nothing will
give me greater pleasure than to see you all living in loving peace and harmony
as His children, serving one another with love in your hearts. Love is the
highest and the greatest attribute of God, and all other virtues flow on their
own from it. All of you
have been put on the God-way, which of course is the same. It is now for you to
hasten the advent of the Master within you, and thereby complete your Guru-bhakti,
or single-hearted devotion to Him. The proof of this you can experience within
you as the self-luminous form of the master appears, stays with you, talks to
you face to face, and helps you within by instruction and experience, in the
same way as he does without: Behold! I stand at the door and knock, and if
any man hear my voice, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he
with me. From here begins Naam-bhakti, or devotion to the
Holy Word, and it is the Master’s job to make you proficient in it, and lead
you to perfection and make you perfect as
your Father in heaven is perfect. Thus you see
you have all been put on the Path leading to God. The proof of the pudding, however,
lies in tasting it. The more you will taste of the Truth in you, the more your
life in a work-a-day world will reflect the Light of God in all your dealings
with one another, and you yourself will feel that each day sees you nobler than
before as you tread Godward. It is from
amongst you that representatives, group leaders, and workers are chosen by the
Master for administrative convenience, to carry on the work efficiently-to wit,
to arrange spiritual get-togethers (Satsangs) for mutual help and benefit. My
Master, Hazzur Sawan Singh Ji, used to say that Satsangs served a very useful
purpose as a protective hedge around the field of Simran and Bhajan, so that
these vital and life-giving processes continue to develop and thrive, in spite
of the otherwise busy life in the family, in society, in your respective
avocations, and the like. I cannot help
emphasizing that all the Satsangis, whatever their qualifications and the
degrees of advancement, are equally dear to me. With all our seeming righteousnesses,
we are yet far from righteousness, for none are righteous in the real sense of
the word, and there is no ground for us to feel exalted simply because we had
the good fortune to work in the vineyard of the Lord. On the contrary, this
very thing-the work entrusted to us so graciously-casts upon us an added
responsibility to make ourselves worthy of it. I would very
much like you to forge and strengthen loving links in the ever-expanding
fraternity that is ours. The representatives should, in a missionary spirit,
travel from center to center in their areas so as to see things for themselves
at each centers in the spiritual fabric, and in a loving spirit, exchange their
views with one another, and offer suitable suggestions for improving the
position wherever necessary. To facilitate work at each center, we should set
up small committees of three to four members with the idea of division of work
as may make for more efficiency and better understanding, and also enthuse a
spirit of good will and fellowship among all who are engaged in the holy work.
It may be worthwhile to establish separate study circles for mutual discussion
on one or the other spiritual subject, so that those participating in them get
a training to give small inspiring talks on their own, and be able to keep the
work going without any let or hindrance. A small lending library with essential
literature on Sant Mat will be a great help to all, old and new Satsangis as
well as fresh aspirants for and seekers after Truth. A tree is known by the fruit it bears, and so
we should act and behave in a manner that glorifies God and is befitting to us
a children of God. It will be a healthy beginning if representatives, group
leaders, and workers invite each other for talks and addressing the Satsangis
and others interest in the subject in their respective areas; and the invitees
in their turn should give out their best to their listeners without in any way
interfering with their susceptibilities and loyalties as may tend to estrange
them from each other, and cause any to stumble on the way. This, it is hoped,
will in a way help to expand the “Self” in you, and your hearts will go out to
serve the Lord whenever and wherever you may get an opportunity to do so. This
is the greatest service that one can do to oneself, and to the self-same Self
in others around you, and those with whom you may come in contact from day to
day. Those going
around in connection with Satsang work at different places should not accept
any offerings whatsoever for their personal benefit. However, they are allowed
to share lodging and simple food with the dear ones, if possible and necessary.
The travel expenses and other allied charges incurred may be debited to Satsang
funds. The non-acceptance of gifts for personal self is one of the
prescriptions given by the ancient sages for persons living the spiritual life.
It will be easy to see how this rule becomes more important for those who are
in their service to God, and have been placed in a position of public
authority. It is the duty of the spiritual leaders and counselors, whatever
their capacity, to remain impersonal servants of all. Since the acceptance of
gifts involves one, even against his/her will, in some measure of obligation to
the giver, it may cause unwittingly a lowering of his/her ideals. This should
be considered sufficient to avert serious difficulties that could arise from
laxity in this principle. In this
respect it would be worth your while and profitable for you to read this, along
with the previous circulars of June 6, 1967, and November 11, 1967, together
with the Birthday Message of July, 1967, as all of these, including this one,
present an integrated view of true living as enjoined by the Masters. I would
greatly appreciate it if you would chalk out the lines for yourself, and also
send periodical reports on the progress made from time to time. The Master
Power overhead, I am sure, will help us to achieve the desired results. My best
wishes are with you. With all love,
and more of it, Yours affectionately, KIRPAL SINGH * *
* December 28,
1967 I HAVE
OBSERVED that with the rapidly growing work of the Master, the load of
correspondence has increase considerably. It is practically becoming difficult
to handle the same during my short intervals between tours and multifarious
Satsang engagements. It would be much better if the dear ones are requested to
restrict their letters to the minimum length of purely spiritual nature,
thereby avoiding detailed descriptions, and at three month intervals,* which
will facilitate work. There are now several printed books which contain
exhaustive explanations for the day-to-day life problems of an initiate, and
the dear ones can safely refer to them. The diary forms should, however, be
continued to be sent every three months,* with brief results, etc. I know it for
certain that every soul has certain personal problems which he/she is anxious
to bring to the notice of the Master, so as to seek His blessings and guidance.
You should please note that the life-plan of each of us has already been drawn
by the Great Planner, and what actually we see and come by is nothing but an
unfoldment of the Divine plan, which if rightly adjudged is being executed with
fine exactitude. But it should be taken
as certain, that all things work to the good for them who love God; and since
you are all directly linked with the God-into-Expression Power within you are
under His Grace and not the Law, to the minutest detail, and so severity,
intensity and duration of the trials and tribulations of life, whatever they
be, are suitably and gracefully mitigated, softened, and toned down by the
Master Power. Just have more of deep faith in that Supreme Power within you,
for undoubtedly it will come to your aid, guide you aright, and eventually take
you out of the seemingly impossible situations, in such a sublime manner which
you cannot possibly imagine. So all such matters can reasonably be eliminated
from the letters, making them concise and exact in their contents. This may
kindly be circulated among all the dear ones. With all love
and best wishes, Yours affectionately, KIRPAL SINGH * The Master
has since requested that the completed diaries be sent to him every four
months. In the Name of the Masters
A letter to
initiates from T. S. Khanna November 21,
1971 DEAR ONES: In the Name of His Holiness Satguru Kirpal Singh
Ji Maharaj, the living Master of spiritual enlightenment, and in the Name of al
His predecessors in the line of God-realized men, especially Hazur Baba Sawan
Singh Ji Maharaj, the Beloved Master of the present Master and of mine, Who is
daily appearing to many souls initiated and uninitiated, while being already
ascended; I issue this serious and significant message to all initiates and
near initiates of the Great Living Master Kirpal Singh Ji, to wit: I have
observed some wild propaganda set afloat by certain vested elements to deflect
dear ones from the Holy path. Of late, news has spread about several teachers,
swamis, yogis, preachers, masters and the like visiting abroad causing
disruption in the unsophisticated minds of immature initiates, misleading and
making these precious souls fall prey to their fantasies. I have love for all
souls even though they work in their own chosen spheres on the basis of their
own intelligence or comprehension. Therefore, a
word of caution is indeed essential for the initiates who have been accepted by
the Master and granted inner conscious contact with Holy Naam-viz., Word, the
Divine Light and Sound Principles-after rising above body or outer
consciousness. The sacred
books published from the forum of Ruhani satsang discuss the theory in most
lucid and illustrative terms, leaving little doubt whatsoever. A careful and
unbiased study of these books would reveal that the most important aspect of
the teachings is actually living a life full of spiritual discipline and
beatitude. The dear ones who are putting in regular time for meditations are
progressing gracefully on the path with the Grace of the Master. However,
easily misled folks among the Satsangis are cajoled by the shrewd and
sophisticated preachers, et al, with flowery promises of quick access into the
Beyond, coupled with some so-called elixir or nectar. Such allurements not only
estrange the dear ones but entangle them in this network of negative power
illusion, with the result that they suffer immeasurably. Although the Holy Seed
of Initiation implanted by the Master can in no way be dimmed or destroyed by
such heretofore mentioned deflection, the initiate’s inner receptivity and
growth are considerably jeopardized and retarded. In addition, whatever inner
contacts of Light and Sound Principles the initiates have been experiencing
since the time of Initiation are ruined. Some people
have approached the very (Ruhani Satsang) representatives and group leaders
with documents to deface the Master and mislead them from the Holy Path by
confusing their minds with concocted stories and corroborations conjured up to
suit their own causes. Faith is the root cause of all religion. Little do such
people know about the immense harm they inflict on the dear ones who have been
put on the path, and the huge Karmic debt they are causing for themselves. It
is the most reverential and rewarding act to guide the sincere seekers after
Truth to the living Master Contrarily, it is the gravest and most heinous sin
to mislead and disrupt, by false propaganda, those who have already been
accepted and put on the way. I feel
astonished and surprised when such sad events come to my notice as when some of
the dear ones who have held responsible positions step down or resign without
first going into the case and verifying the facts. This is Maya employing all
of its fabulous and flabbergasting phenomena to bewilder the young and tender
saplings. I recall that as recently as 1948, when Hazur Baba Sawan
Singh Ji Maharaj left this physical plane, the Great Master Kirpal Singh wrote
a brief life sketch of Hazur which contained all the facts. I also recall and
can reproduce the ringing words that Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj told Master
Kirpal Singh. They are as fresh and fruitful as when they were spoken: “Baba Jaimal Singh brought Naam with Him from Swami Ji
and meditated on the banks of Beas which eventually bloomed into the nucleus of
spiritual guidance for erring humanity. Similarly,wherever you will sit, the
sincere seekers after truth shall be guided to you by the Gracious Master
Power.” Your attention is invited to Circulars 55,56, and the
pamphlet Truth Triumphats, which contain full facts of the case; copies
of which can be had from me. It is through the
abounding grace of Hazur Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj that the sacred forum of
Ruhani Satsang, with a humble beginning, has spread over all the world, with
about 125 centers functioning in various countries. All credit goes to Him, the
God-man Hazur Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj, Whose edict is bearing fruit through
the blessed Satguru Kripal Singh Ji. I would stress the great importance of regular, faithful
and accurate mediations combined with utmost vigil against misleading elements. Bhakti-loving faith and devotion-develops slowly. This
world is full of Maya (illusion). Imitation is at times more alluring than
Reality. Do not be led away by the eyes and ears of others until you see for
yourself and hear with your own ears. It is not all gold that glitters. I
therefore give you a word of caution: You should thoroughly investigate and get
to the bottom of statements made by interested persons. You can seldom imagine how much love I have for each one
of you and how I wish you all to turn your faces to the Master within Who is
awaiting more eagerly, by far, to greet you. The glow and glamour of this world
is futile and momentary. You should earn your spiritual wealth right now and
here while living in this world. One should attend to his mundane obligations
and do everything for the sake of realizing the eternal Ringing Radiance,
vibrant in all the Source of all life. He is a wise person who rests after
reaching the destination. With all best wishes. Yours
affectionately,
T. S. KHANNA Recognition Into the Master’s presence I slowly went, All unknowing Who and What was He, My eyes unseeing for the tears unspent, My ears not hearing the inner melody. A strange delight into my hear upsurged, That filled my inmost being with joy untold. From wondrous eyes such holy power emerged, Such love and gentle welcome made me bold. But at His sacred feet I humbly fell, Thrilling to His voice, all ecstasy. The Living Perfect Master bade me tell Something of my Soul’s past agony. With loving words He gently eased the pain And took away the burden from my heart. With His grace such peace I did regain, Drawing me to Him, never more to part. On Christmas Day the Master set His seal Upon my Soul, and in it the NAAM did sow, And opening my inner eye He did reveal The Light within and inner scenes did show. Thou didst long years ago upon an inner plane Place in my palm a lovely jeweled cross, Guiding lower self to higher Self, and gain The inner Way, all purged of dross. O Satguru! Word made manifest, Now I know thee, thou Who art all Love, For long ago I knelt at thy behest Before Thee in the spirit realm above. Upon my forehead didst Thou place Thy mark; I remember now the ecstasy of soul, And here on earth the third time meeting Thee. |