THE TORCH BEARER Baba Jaimal Singh, on retiring as a Government pensioner from the army,
decided to visit the home of his incomparable Master. Swami Ji had passed away
in 1878 as he had himself foretold, but Baba Ji was greatly attached to his
family and his disciples. So, in 1890, he took train for the old Mughal
capital, and on reaching there proceeded straight to Punni Gali. Radha Ji was
overjoyed to see Swami Ji's beloved disciple once more while Chacha Partap
Singh, his youngest brother, was delighted and gave him a cordial welcome. Word was sent to Baba Gharib Das, then
apparently at Agra, and he hastened to meet the great soul from the Punjab. Who
can describe the deep joy that was theirs as they greeted and embraced each
other and remembered the great Master, who, no longer in this physical plane,
was yet spiritually ever with them? Who can fathom the feelings of such Master
spirits? The old spiritual comrades radiated love as they greeted each other
and to see them meet was itself a lesson in the truth that God is love. Radha
Ji brought forth a red turban and an aasan or prayer carpet which Swami Ji had
left with her before his passing away as a last gift to his gurmukh disciple. Chacha
Partap Singh then brought a gaddi and begged Baba Ji to be seated. But he would
not hear of it and commenting, "I am only a dog of this house blessed to
be admitted within its walls," kept standing. Chacha Partap Singh protested and persisted, but to no avail. At last
Radha Ji intervened and ended the controversy by saying, "Jaimal Singh is
indeed a khatau (worthy) son of Swami Ji, who has made the most of the capital
entrusted to him. He has bestowed him with the Lordship of Sat Lok. So why
should he care for earthly gaddis?" When meals were over, Baba Ji insisted
on washing the utensils. "This home for me is a temple, for it was here
that I got enlightenment. My only ambition is to serve this house." But
Radha Ji would not hear of it. "You may do as you please some other
day," she declared, "but today you must abide by what I say." Next day, accompanied by Chacha Partap Singh and Baba Gharib Das, Baba
Jaimal Singh Ji proceeded to Rai Saligram - a beloved disciple of Swami Ji -
who had been entrusted after him with the work at Agra and carried on his
discourses at Pipal Mandi, where he was popularly known as Hazur Maharaj. He
rejoiced at the visit and received the honored guest from Ghuman with respect
and affection. The two embraced after which Hazur Maharaj drew Baba Ji toward
the gacdi on which he had been sitting in order to seat him next to himself. But
with characteristic humility, he declined the honor and seated himself on the
floor. The third day Hazur Maharaj presented Baba Ji with a rich silken robe
embroidered with gold. He, however, would not hear of it. "What has a simple farmer like me to do with such precious fabrics?
Khadi suits me better." "How can you say such things," protested the host, "when Swami Ji has made you a king of Spirituality and entrusted you with his mission in the Punjab?" Seeing that Baba Ji would not give way, he finally suggested: "Very well, if you will not accept this robe, at least do me the
honor of putting it on once, after which I would keep it as a prized
souvenir." On hearing this, Chacha Partap Singh declared that he had a prior right
and should be allowed to have the dress after Baba Jaimal Singh had donned it. At
last Radha Ji stepped in and interceded. How could Jaimal Singh resist any
longer? Such love! Such honor! What mortal could deserve it? It was all the grace of his Master. With tears in his eyes, he took the robe from Radha Ji's hands and
placed it reverently on his head, reciting the verses from the Granth Sahib,
beginning: Maen av-ghun,
gun nahin koi . . . I am unworthy; and no virtue is in me . . . A week passed by in this fashion and, having paid his homage to the
place where he had received spiritual illumination, Baba Jaimal Singh prepared
to depart. He invited Baba Gharib Das to join him, and the latter graciously
accepted the invitation. The party set forth for the Punjab and when they arrived at Ghuman,
scriptural recitations and discourses were arranged in their honor. Jiwan
Singh's marriage was at hand, and there was feasting and rejoicing. The
villagers keenly enjoyed the talks given by the two spiritual friends and the
days rolled by till Baba Gharib Das had to leave. Jaimal Singh accompanied him
to the Beas Railway Station and bade him a touching farewell as he left by
train. Baba Ji continued to be on very friendly terms with Swami Ji's disciples
and with the members of his family. There was great mutual respect and esteem
and Baba Ji's visit to Murree in 1894 was made at the invitation of some Agra
satsangis. But after the passing away of Hazur Maharaj Rai Saligram Ji, things
began to undergo a change. A move was made to bring all activities under the
control of Pandit Brahm Shankar Misra (alias Maharaj Sahib) through the
creation of a Central Administrative Council at Soamibagh. Baba Ji was
nominated along with nine others for the first panel of the Council. The letter
sent to Baba Jaimal Singh by Chacha Partap Singh from Allahabad on the
occasion, dated 4th August, 1902, nominating him as such, is on record. (*4)
(*4 Chacha Patap Singh Ji's letter dated August 4, 1902: "Beloved of the Satguru, purified by Shabd, pure of face and
intellect, Baba Jaimal Singh Ji. I have received your letter and was very glad
to read ist contents. And the stone which you suggested will be put in the
building. You may be assured about that. My son, Suchet Singh, has come back on
pension. I am, however, sorry to note that there is a tendency of forming
different sects and cliques in our Satsang, and that all satsangis are not in
harmony with each other. For this purpose I have come here (to Allahabad). We
have decided that a Radha Swami Satsang Central Association should be started. Pandit
Ji (Brahm Shankar Misra) has insisted that I should be its President and he
will be the Vice-President; that Lala Ajodhia Prashad, son of Hazur Sahib
Maharajm (Rai Bahadur Saligram) and eight others, as well as yourself, should
be members. Or, in whatever manner any ten members can be selected by the
Satsangis by a vote of majority. I am, therefore, sending you a pamphlet
containing a complete description about this Central Association, and can send
you any number of copies as may be required. Please send instructions to all
your satsangis that they should sanction the following ten names and endorse
these pamphlets in token of their nomination. If you have Satsangis in far-off places, they should also be asked to
act accordingly. I am giving below the names of the ten members referred to
above: 1. Lala Ajodhia Prashad (son of
Rai Saligram). 2. Pandit Brahm Shankar Misra
Sahib. 3. Lala Baleshwar Parshad. 4. Lala Madho Parshad. 5. Rai Ishwar Sahai, alias Raja Sahib. 6. Lala Suchet Singh (son of Chacha Partap
Singh). 7. Baba Jaimal Singh Ji Sahib. 8. Lala
Sudershan Singh (another son of Pratap Singh). 9. Munshi Hargobind Daya Sahib. 10. Mr. Bool Chand Sahib. It is expected that by the constitution of this Society, different
groups and cliques will disappear and satsangis will love each ather as
brothers. Kindly send this letter to Babu Sawan Singh also for his
information.") Baba Ji, however, was reluctant to join the Council as he felt the
changes that were taking place about this time among the Agra satsangis were
not in consonance with Swami Ji's teachings. He also objected to and opposed
Maharaj Sahib's plan for building a magnificent samadh in memory of Swami Ji,
because he felt that so humble a spirit as his Master would never have
countenanced such a project. When he went to Agra about this time, he openly
explained his point of view but Maharaj Sahib was not to be dissuaded. Finding
himself no longer well received and his words of no avail, he returned to Beas
and decided to remain aloof from the activities of the Council at Soamibagh. During
his military career Baba Jaimal Singh, whenever he had any leave, spent part of
it at Ghuman. Though detached from worldly ties, he was yet very fond of his
mother. On one occasion he was to tell a devoted disciple that in their past
three lives, he and his mother had enjoyed the same relationship. On such
occasions when he came to his ancestral home, it was his wont not to waste time
in needless gossip and idling, but to proceed to the banks of the Beas and sit
hidden in the gullies that the wayward river had created by its freakish
changes of course, and continue lost in spiritual devotion for days, subsisting
only on a few dry chapatis that he brought from home and hung on a kikar tree. At other times when he was at home he would walk down to Dera Baba
Namdev and carry on his meditations there or in a dugout in the courtyard of
the family house. This house and dugout were preserved long after Baba Ji's death, and his
successor, Hazur Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj, would sometimes take his closest
disciples to Ghuman and show them the spot where his great Guru used to sit for
meditation. In particular he would point out the peg on the wall behind the
dugout where Baba Ji would tie up his hair in order to ward off sleep during
abhyasa. Just as his fellow soldiers learned in time to respect and revere Baba
Jaimal Singh, in like manner the inhabitants of Ghuman came gradually to recognize
his great spiritual stature. His early childhood devotion had already become a
local legend; and whenever the Sant Sipahi came, the local folk flocked to see
him and his company was sought by young and old, whosoever was spiritually
inclined. Mistri Elahi Baksh and Bhai Lehna, who had been his boyhood friends,
were the first to seek his spiritual guidance. He commended their zeal, but
said that the time was not yet ripe for their instruction. Many years later
when he felt that the hour had come, he put them on the inner path and they
were among his earliest Ghuman disciples. After his retirement Baba Ji, on coming to his native village, continued
his old habit of going to Beas river- side for his sadhnas. The years
immediately following the close of his army life were largely spent in this
manner. Once while at Amritsar with Hakim Nand Lal, he mentioned that he was in
search of a quiet place in the wilderness where he could settle down and carry
on his meditation. Lala Khazana Mal, a money-lender who was also present, suggested that
such a place could be found between the villages of Vairach and Balsarai on the
banks of Beas where he carried on his business. Baba Ji, who had already been
attached to the area, accepted the suggestion. This was the place where Kahan,
a God-intoxicated man, met Baba Ji in his early life saying he was preparing a
place for him in the days to come. Meanwhile Baba Chanda Singh, who too had received instructions at the
feet of Swami Ji, passed away. In his last moments Bibi Rukko, a very devoted
disciple, asked him what was to become of her. "Fear not, my child,"
replied the sage, "another greater than myself shall take care of
you." "Where shall I find him, Sir?" asked Rukko. "Find
him? No, you shall have no need, for he himself will seek you out." Shortly
before Baba Ji came to settle down on the banks of the Beas, Bibi Rukko, who
was then living at Vairach and was fairly well advanced spiritually, told the
villagers that her protector was coming to live there. When Baba Jaimal Singh arrived, he found a small hut built out of straw
and branches for him, a bare eight feet by eight feet, and he began living
there. Soon after Khazana Mal arrived, and hearing that Baba Ji had come, came
to see him. He had the hut plastered with mud and a cave dug out. It was the
year 1891 and Baba Ji gave himself up with redoubled zeal to his spiritual
sadhnas. He would enter the cave and stay in it for days on end, sometimes as
long as a fortnight without any thought for food, rapt in inner samadhi. Though Baba Ji shunned the public gaze, yet musk cannot be hidden in the
dark. He might have no care for earthly name and fame but name and fame fell to
his share in spite of this. Fame of his spiritual greatness had already spread
from Ghuman to the neighboring villages; and going for darshan to a holy man is
an ancient institution in this land of the sages. Where there had been
wilderness, people began appearing in ever growing numbers and regular Satsangs
began to take place. How could Baba Ji turn away those who had come to his
door? In all simplicity and humility he taught them the spiritual message that
he had received at the feet of Swami Ji. Many a moneyed man begged him to be
permitted to build pucca quarters for him, but he, rich in his own humility,
continued in his simple austere ways. To undertake to write the biography of a Saint is to attempt the
impossible. If it is to do real justice to ist subject, it must follow the
inner movements that defy observation, analysis and formulation. You may take
up the life of a great artist, writer, soldier or statesman, and if you are a
man of deep understanding and imagination, you may reincarnate it in words
giving a vivid picture of the psychological conflicts and resolutions involved.
But the Saints at one leap have passed from this world to another and have cast
their tents in inaccessible realms. Few men have reached there; and those that have entered have been
wrapped in silence. When the pen set to picturing this station It broke in pieces and the page was torn. The study of the progress of the mystic soul is beyond the reach of
ordinary mortals, and those that have been on the inner journey can only speak
in metaphor and parable, for how else can the language of common humanity be
compelled to express experiences for which it was never fashioned? The history
then of a Master Soul, as fired by a restless zeal, which moves from plane to
plane, must remain an unwritten one; at best it can only give the husk of outer
events and happenings to suggest the unusual nature of the spiritual
experiences they unfold. And once such a soul has attained full enlightenment
and become one with the Infinite, its history is no longer its own, but is the
history of those that came under its spell and were liberated from worldly
bondage. The story of Baba Ji's life after his great search had been crowned with
success is the story not so much of his own development as of the many souls
that benefited from him. Thus Mian Chirag Din relates the story of his maternal
grandfather, Mistri Elahi Baksh, of whom we have already spoken. Elahi, a childhood friend of Baba Ji, showed great interest in spiritual
matters and would discuss them with him when he (Baba Ji) would come home on
leave from his regiment. Once when Baba Ji, known in his village as
"Bhai," was in Ghuman, Elahi saw him approaching in the company of a
sadhu. A lively discussion was in progress and when Elahi wished to know its
theme, he was told that the sadhu insisted that Brahmand was the highest of all
heavens in spite of the fact that Baba Ji assured him that there were higher
realms. On hearing this, Elahi turned to the sadhu and with solemn conviction
said: "Revered sir, Bhai Ji is absolutely right. There are indeed regions
higher than those of which you know." This silenced the sadhu and he went away. When the friends were left
alone, Baba Ji thanked Elahi for his friendly intervention and added, "But
it is strange that you never told me of your access to the inner spiritual
realms." "Whoever said I had access to them?" "But then how could you speak with such conviction?" "Oh, Bhai, I only know that a man of realization can never utter a falsehood. So how could I doubt what you said?" Baba Ji was so moved by his friend's spontaneous and deep-rooted faith
that he told him, "I shall unlock to you treasures of which few ever dream
and which fewer attain." He took him straight to a nearby pond and
initiated him into the Surat Shabd Yoga on its bank. However, Elahi had yet to
learn the value of the gift he had received. Greatly interested in spiritual
questions, he continued the practices taught to him by Muslim fakirs and failed
to ttend to his friend's instructions. When Baba Ji came to Ghuman again, he sent for Elahi nd asked him what
he had done with the inner key that ad been given to him. When Elahi told him
that he had one nothing and even forgotten what he had been told, aba Ji was
displeased. "I give you the greatest riches hat man can ever hope to have
and you treat them with uch scant regard," he scolded, and slapped him
thrice n the face. As soon as his hands fell upon the repentant lahi's face,
his inner eye was opened and his spirit rose o higher worlds. From that day
onward Elahi Baksh began evoting himself exclusively to the Surat Shabd Yoga
and ould daily visit his Pir or Guru and bow in reverence efore him. When a Great One takes a wandering soul under his ing, his grace is not
confined only to his immediate isciple but radiates to those near and dear to
him. Such powerful spiritual influence
fell upon Elahi Baksh's amily that in spite of their Muslim relations' and
rothers' taunts and scorn, many of its members sought nstruction at Baba Ji's
feet. Elahi's son-in-law, Hussain aksh, was among the first to take to the
Path. He was very evoted to Baba Ji and displayed great love and reverence. His Guru was pleased with him and treated him and his ons, Ghulam Qadir
and Chirag Din, with affection. Mian hirag Din, in his manuscript account,
relates how the reat One would joke with them and receive them at all ours when
they were youngsters. Once when he had gone o Ghuman and was resting, the boys
sought him out there. Bbi Daya received them at the door and when she learned that they had come for her son, she got a little irritated. "Ah, when you grow up," she exclaimed, "and have children
of your own, never make the mistake of educating them. I am a mother and I know
too well from my experience how difficult it is to cope with when a son becomes
a God." Baba Ji at this juncture called out from within and the boys went
in. He patted them fondly and remarked, "You are always welcome. Do not
mind what mother says." A true Master is ever with his disciple and protects him not only in
life but equally in death: O Nanak: free yourself from worldly companions, And seek the friendship of a true Saint. They shall forsake you even in life, But he shall not leave you even after death
NANAK Take hold, O soul! of one who knows all inner planes, For he shall befriend thee in life as well as in
death.
MAULANA RUMI To witness the last moments of a disciple of Baba Ji was to be convinced
of his genuine greatness. Countless stories are told of the strange happenings
marking the end of those initiated by the Beas Saint. We may quote the eye-
witness account left by Chirag Din of his father's death as an outstanding
example. We translate from his Urdu manuscript recording his family's contact
with Baba Ji and some anecdotes he heard from the great Master about his own
early life: Once Baba Ji had gone to Ghuman after collecting his pension. Our
father, meanwhile, had passed away. We went to the Great One and related to him
the sad news. He consoled us and straightway proceeded to the spot where the
dead body lay. On reaching there he said, "O Hussain Baksh, why have you
been in such haste? I would have come and you could have had my darshan." As
these words were uttered, our dead father opened his eyes and sat up. Our
mother, frightened, inquired if anything was the matter. "Nothing,"
he said. "The Master has come and I am going." He then lay down and
was gone. Another very interesting anecdote relates how, while Baba Ji was
visiting the village of Dhaliwal, Attar Singh, a local inhabitant, carried him
across a nearby seasonal stream swollen with recent rains and back again. The
sage was so pleased with the Jat's selfless service that he declared, "O
Attar, you have taken me across this little streamlet. I, in return, shall take
you across the sea of life." He then initiated him into the Divine Science and from that day the
latter was a changed man. He would take his cattle for grazing as of yore, but
on reaching the meadows he would let them go and himself got busy with his
spiritual sadhnas. He no longer used a stick to control his herd, but would
manage it with a piece of cloth and soon became known for his extraordinarily
kind treatment of his animals. One day he returned rather early. On reaching
home, he told his daughter-in-law, who was there: "Child, get everything done quickly; storm will soon be
here." He then went to take his bath and on returning spread a bed on the
floor and called all those in the house to his side. He bade them goodbye,
explaining: "My time is drawing to
a close and I must soon be gone." Everyone was taken aback at these
strange words. How could the speaker talk of dying when he was apparently in
good health? At last his daughter-in-law, collecting herself, asked leave to
send for his son. "There is no need," he answexed. "My Master has come and
I cannot keep him waiting." Saying these words, he lay down, closed his
eyes and his spirit left for its heavenly Home. Baba Ji was not only chary himself of revealing his spiritual riches,
but strictly enjoined his disciples to exercise the same restraint. When they
transgressed his instructions they never escaped chastisement. Thus Chirag Din
relates the story of a blind Hafiz (learned man) of Dhariwal. He once attended a discourse of Baba Ji at the town of Kapurthala, and
when it was over and they were talking to each other, the Hafiz remarked: "The wise have said that he who has read the Holy Book thrice
attains heaven." "Heaven is very far, my dear fellow," replied Baba Ji. "Those that have entered it alone can tell." The assurance of the sage's voice moved the Hafiz to request
instruction. His wish was granted and he sedulously cultivated the lesson that
had been given to him till it bore fruit. He then proceeded to Mian Sahib at
Batala, his former teacher, and told him that all he had taught him was a hoax
and a lie. He would often visit the mosque and, intolerant of the pious sham
practiced there, he would secretly break the earthen pots and burn the prayer
mats. His fellows soon discovered the miscreant and complained to his Guru. The blind man was called and Baba Ji rebuked him. "Sir," replied his disciple, "I cannot stand hypocrisy
and besides I am in the right." His Master, however, told him that in the
future he must learn to contain himself and exercise restraint. But the advice
went unheeded and the Hafiz soon began indulging his whim once again. A group
of Muslims came to wait upon the sage and bitterly protested, complaining that
he had taught his disciple to turn heathen. At this Baba Ji answered,
"Does the man still persist in his foolishness? Well, if he will not stop
troubling you, do not be angry for you will soon be rid of him." Sure
enough, a few days later the Hafiz passed away. Similar stories are told about other advanced disciples. A sadhu who
came to live at Beas made rapid headway and his soul would soar at will to
Daswan Dwar. He could not restrain himself, however, and would begin talking of
the inner glories to whoever would pass his way. Baba Ji was upset and told him
that he must learn to discipline his tongue. But the sadhu, confident of
himself, continued unheeding. The inner curtain was rung down and for full
sixteen years he was denied inner access until his very last days when Baba
Ji's illustrious successor, Baba Sawan Singh, gave him his blessings. Baba Nizam-ud-din in a like situation was to experience a similar check.
His son, in a beautifully written Urdu account, narrates how his father, who
was the sixteenth initiate of Baba Ji according to the records at Beas, made
very speedy inner progress. In a few months he had gained great powers and had
developed a remarkable clairvoyance. But instead of locking his gifts within
himself as taught by his teacher, he began displaying his spiritual wares and
would freely tell those around of future happenings or of what was taking place
at distant towns. When Baba Ji was told of this, he turned to Bibi Rukko and
said, "This man has ascended very rapidly indeed, but has not been able to
digest what he has got." From that day on Nizam-ud-din, who had failed to
shutter his lips, found that his inner eye had been curtained. His sorrow was
great, but trusting the grace of his Master, he took to his spiritual practices
with redoubled energy. His wife too got initiated and with the passage of time
great blessings were bestowed upon them, and it was evident to those that came
into contact with them that they were no ordinary mortals. But never again did
Nizam-ud-din flaunt his spiritual powers. The entire life of Baba Nizam-ud-din
and his family as written by his son is one long saga of the blessings of
having a true Master. But society is not kind to a living Saint nor to those
that are lost in their love. Nizam-ud-din's devotion to his Sikh Pir soon won
him the animosity of his relatives and Muslim brethren. "He has turned
kafir," they said, and lost no opportunity of abusing and persecuting him.
He himself was not to be deterred and whenever there was any talk of
"Muslim", and "non-Muslim," he would recite the Persian
couplets: Ishk ra ba kafir-o-moman, na bashad
imtyaj Ein Sukhan bar mamber-o-mehrab mae bayad nivisht. Love makes no distinction between the infidel and the
faithful; Let these words be written on every pulpit and arch. Mard-e-hujji Mard-e-hajji ra talab Khah Hindu, Khah Turk-o-Khah Arab. If you wish to go on the inner pilgrimage, then seek an inner guide, Be he a Hindu, a Turk or an Arab. But for all his patience, matters grew only worse and when things were
not to be borne any longer, Baba Ji advised his beloved disciple to shift his
hearth and home to Multan. It was there that he spent the rest of his long life
and would often go to Beas to meet his Master. When after 1903 he was no more,
he would visit Baba Sawan Singh, his spiritual successor, who held him in great
esteem. It is not for us to dwell at length on the many blessings bestowed upon
him, his sons, grandsons and great-grandsons; suffice it to say that the whole
family held Baba Ji in great reverence and, as enjoined by him, kept up all the
traditions of their faith while practicing the discipline he had taught. When
his wife passed away, she foretold her approaching end a month before the date,
at which time she was in good health. When her hour drew near, she took
touching leave of her husband: "I have served you to the best of my
ability for sixty years. Now grant me leave for going away." My Master and
Maharaj Sawan Singh are waiting for me." Nizam-ud-din asked her to hold
his arm and focused his attention inward. The whole family was looking on as
the old couple sat wrapt in meditation. Twenty minutes later the husband opened
his eyes. "Now you may go," he said, and his wife peacefully passed
away. Next morning when her hearse had to be carried to the burial grounds,
some of the relations refused to lift the bier on the ground that the lady was
a kafir. But the neighbors knew her to be kind and generous and a true daughter
of God, and helped to carry the coffin to the graveyard. Baba Nizam-ud-din did
not tarry long after. His end was similarly known before it came and when his
bier was to be carried, his brethren's hearts had been softened and they joined
the procession. Many a fakir and sadhu witnessed his burial and as his remains
were being lowered, the verse was chanted: Hum nashini saat-e ba aulia Behter az sad-sala taat be-ria. A moment's contact with a Saint is worth more than a million austerities. Even to this day, in spite of the division of the country that came with
independence and in spite of the communal hatreds unleashed in its wake, the
descendants of Baba Nizam-ud-din have kept up the faith and often visit Sawan Ashram at Delhi to keep alive their association with the Path of the
Masters or the Sultan-ul-Azkar, as their enlightened forefather called it in
the terminology of the Sufi fakirs. Baba Ji's grace flowed to all! It was not only his disciples who
benefited from him, but many others who merely happened to catch his eye by
their simplicity, purity and selfless service. He had read many a scripture in
his childhood and youth, but he spoke not from learning but from direct inner
experience. There was inexplicable sweetness and charm in what he said and an
irresistible sense of conviction and assurance. Once four great pundits who
dabbled in various yogic practices began wrangling and debating about the
nature of the inner planes. They based themselves on their spiritual study and
the controversy they waged was lively indeed. Hearing of a Jat Saint of great
attainment, they came to Baba Ji's door. He heard what they had to say and then
lucidly explained to them the nature of the spiritual regions, reconciling what
had appeared to be contradictory viewpoints and resolving all their doubts to
their satisfaction. The pundits went away, but one of them, a true seeker who
had caught the Saint's bait, returned and begged for initiation. The boon was
granted; he practiced his sadhnas with regularity but to little avail. "Ah Sir! Bless me with
some inner vision," he begged. "Do you think I do not
wish you well?" came the reply. "I wish to the Lord that you reach Sat Lok this day, but you are not yet ripe and would not be able to bear the strain." The prayer was repeated many a time but Baba Ji always gave the same
answer. One day while he was going alone to collect his pension, the pundit met
him at a lonely spot. "Sir, this is wilderness and no one is by. Bless me
now, at least give me a glimpse of the realms within - no more - that I may
rest in certainty." "You will not be able to stand it and the strain will be too much
for you." "What does it matter even if I lose my life if only I may see what
is within!" Baba Ji could refuse no longer. He asked the pundit to sit down in
meditation and focused his gaze upon him. The pundit's soul was forcibly drawn
up into the higher realms. When Baba Ji, by his own will, brought it down to
physical consciousness, the pundit fell sobbing at his feet. "I thought my life was being wrenched out of me and a million
lightnings fell upon my head. Oh, Sir, forgive me my foolishness. We mortals
are indeed unworthy." "What is there to forgive?" replied the sage. "It is you who must forgive yourself for it is not I who suffered. Now
go and make the most of your time, for you have only three more years to
live." From that day onward he pundit concentrated on his meditations and three
years later, as predicted, passed away. Such tales are, however, legion, and whole volumes would not suffice to
sing the glory and grace of a true Saint.
So passing them by, we will concern ourselves with the most important
single event in the annals of Baba Ji's divine ministry: the initiation of
Sawan Singh Ji who was later to carry on his mission. The story is told by the
great disciple himself and we quote from his letters which have been published
in Spiritual Gems (Beas, 1959): "I was fond of Satsang and Parmarth (spirituality) from my very
childhood. I often associated with sadhus and religious people, and this in
part was because my father was fond of Sadhu seva. Then while in service I
studied Vedanta and discussed Vedanta with people, specially with the sadhus
who, on their way to Kashmir, stayed at a dharamsala (rest-house) near my
house. "Later I was transferred to Murree Hills. One day as I was
supervising my work, I saw an old Sikh going up a hill along with a middle-aged
lady. When I noticed him, I thought he had probably come in connection with
some case in the Commissioner's Court. Little did I think that he was to be my
Master. He was no other than Baba Ji himself and the lady was Bibi Rukko. This
I did not know at the time, but found out later that Babaj Ji said to Bibi
Rukko, referring to me, `It is for his sake that we have cone here,' to which
Bibi Rukko replied, `But he has not even greeted you.' Baba Ji said to her,
`What does the poor fellow know yet? On
the fourth day from this he will come to us.' "On the fourth day I went to attend Satsang. Baba Ji was at that
time explaining the meaning of Jap Ji Sahib. Well, I started my volley of
questions - so much so that the audience got tired and began to feel restless
at the large number of questions I had put. The sacred book, Sar Bachan, was
lying there and I objected to the name of `Radhasoami,' and Baba Ji explained
from the book itself what `Radhasoami' meant. Radha ad surat ka nam Soami ad Shabd nij dham. Radha is the name of the first or primal ray of surat
(consciousness); Soami is the original source of the stream of Shabd. "Now he wanted to point out the way, but I had read Vedanta. When I
read Gurbani, my opinion was different; when I read Gita my opinion was again
different, and I was unable to come to a decision. At last I applied for eight
days leave to enable me to study the teachings of Baba Ji. He advised me to
read Kabir Sahib's "Anurag Sagar." I immediately ordered eight copies
of this book from Bombay so that I could also give some to my friends, Baba
Hari Ram, Gulab Singh, etc., to read and comment on it. "After several conferences with Baba Ji, I was thoroughly convinced
and received initiation from him on the 15th day of October in 1894." What follows is a moving tale of devotion and obedience on the one hand
and ineffable love and grace on the other. The letters exchanged between the
Master and the disciple catch something of the esoteric beauty of this tale;
and Baba Ji's epistles are reproduced in the already mentioned volume of
"Spiritual Gems." In these we
learn of the step-by-step guidance afforded by the Guru to the disciple who has
surrendered himself completely to his Will, and the bizarre and miraculous way
in which his protective hand helps him at every turn. There were two particular
incidents that Baba Sawan Singh was particularly fond of relating to his
audiences to exemplify the greatness of Baba Ji and the blessing of having a
Pooran Guru or True Master. We quote again from his letters: (1) "It was
my habit to catch hold of the mane of my horse and jump upon it while it was
going by. But my servant, in my absence and without my knowledge, had cut the
horse's mane. I did not notice that and as I grabbed for the mane, my hand
slipped and I fell down and broke my leg. The fracture was painful, no doubt,
but much more painful was the fact that I could neither defecate nor urinate. The
doctors even thought it might be difficult for me to survive. "A Mohammedan overseer, belonging to my district, coming to know of
this accident, came to me and said: `I am your own man, a sort of family
member. I belong to your place. Tell me please, how can I help you?' I said, My
children are studying as boarders in a school about eight miles from this
place. I do not want them to know of this accident. But I should like you to
send a telegram to Maharaj Ji (Baba Ji).' He sent the telegram. And when Baba
Ji received the telegram, he said: `Well, if the Master wants to take him away,
he may, for at least he has got Naam.' But my sister in faith, Bibi Rukko,
pleaded for me with Baba Ji. "It was Baba Ji's practice to sit in meditation or to go into
meditation when there was expectation of anything important happening, and then
to give out whatever information he received within. He sat in meditaton at 8
p.m. or earlier (whenever the information was received by telegram). At about 3
a.m. he called Bibi Rukko and she asked, `Shall I bring your food now?' (He had
not taken his evening meal). Baba Ji replied: `No, but you asked something
about Bhai Sawan Singh. Now you can inform Sawan Singh that he is not going,
but the karmas were very heavy. It was ordained that he had to suffer for five
years but now we will settle the karmas in five months. Is it not something? We
shall not go to him just now, but after he has been discharged from the
hospital. In the meantime you may acknowledge receipt of his telegram.' And the
moment Baba Ji's telegram was received, I could pass stools and urine. "Saints show their mercy but they never talk about it. Now, while I
was reduced to this condition, I had to suffer from the monetary point of view
also. I lost my sub-divisional allowance, my horse allowance and half my pay also. The
Chief Engineer was very kind to me. He said: `If only you could come to office
every day in a dandi (a sedan chair), I would consider you on duty.' But I was
very doubtful and feared that my leg being still weak, I might slip and have
another accident. The Chief Engineer thereupon allowed me one month's leave. I
wondered if I would be fit to work after one month. The next morning I saw the Commanding Engineer and he said: `Now
you are going for only one month.' Prior to this Baba Ji came to see me and
told me that I would be absent from duty for only one more month, but it was
hard for me to believe it. "At last the month passed and a letter was received from Baba Ji
stating: `We people have not come into this world to do our own work; we have
come here by the orders of Maharaj Ji (Swami Ji). If he likes, he will get the work out of us.' It is impossible to
describe the reach or the power of the Saints. I am sure, if the Guru wants, he
can make even the stones carry out his work." (2) "Baba Ji used to be
very kind to me and whenever I came to visit him, he would give me a place in
his own room. Once I got down from the Beas station at twelve o'clock at noon. It
was very hot and I sat down under a tree for a while. Then I felt that I had
come for Baba Ji's darshan, yet here I was seeking comfort and delaying that
meeting with the Beloved. Even worldly lovers have done much better. The
thought troubled me. So I started on foot from the station to the Dera. At the
Dera, Baba Ji Maharaj, who was very sensitive to heat, came out and began to
pace the open courtyard before his room. Bibi Rukko remonstrated and requested
him to go inside his room, out of the hot sun, but he would not. A few minutes
before I reached the Dera, he went in and then Bibi Rukko, seeing me coming,
exclaimed: `Oh, now I see why Baba Ji was walking in the hot sun.' (He had
himself absorbed some of that extreme heat so that I would not be overcome by
it on the way). There are so many wonderful things about Baba Ji that if I go
on relating them for one hundred years, it would not be possible to finish them
all." Indeed "a hundred years" would not suffice and we will cover
as swiftly as possible the rest of the story of Baba Ji's earthly sojourn. An
ever-increasing number of visitors flocked to his hut at Beas, and his words to
Bibi Rukko - "Here shall rise one day an ever-growing city and
many ahouse and bungalow shall be built" - and no less the words of God-intoxicated Kahan at whom the people had
laughed - "I collect these bricks for the town that shall here be built" began at last to seem meaningful. Baba Ji spent the greater part of his
time at Beas but often went on tour to neighboring areas or to to towns farther
off, to minister to the spiritual needs of his votaries. Once when he was at
Ambala, at the behest of some disciples, Hukam Singh, a friend of his devoted
disciple Moti Ram, a tailor who worked for the British regiment stationed
there, applied for initiation. Baba Ji refused to grant his request. Hukam
Singh approached his friend, who in turn approached Baba Ji, but to no avail. "He is not yet fit for the Path," the sage observed, but Moti
Ram was not to be put off. He pleaded again and again for the case of his
friend. "I have told you before, his karmas don't permit it. So what can I
do in the matter?" "Holy one, all the more reason you should take pity on him, for if
you don't, who will?" "Moti Ram, do not press me further. I would rather initiate four hundred others than this friend of
yours." A Saint cannot refuse a devoted disciple for long and would even pass
through fire for his sake. When Moti Ram repeatedly pressed, he gave way,
adding: "But as soon as I have initiated your friend, I shall not spend
another moment here, but proceed straight home." True to his word, Baba
Ji, as soon as the instructions were over, packed his scanty belongings and
entrained for Beas. Whoever expressed a desire to follow him there was told to
come two weeks later. On reaching his hut he lay down in bed and when local
visitors came to see him, they were in consternation for they found him in the
grip of a deadly fever. Doctors and medicines were sent for but Baba Ji would take nothing. About
a fortnight later the fever subsided and when Moti Ram received the news, he
hastened to see him and begged forgiveness: "Sir, if only I had known what
it was to mean for you, I would not, for the kingdom of three worlds, have
pressed to initiate my friend." Baba Ji was in a communicative mood and revealed: "So heavy were the karmas of Hukam Singh that but for the
intercession he would, for the next seven lives, have passed through the most
trying sufferings and ordeals." Moti Ram, humbly thanked him for his unfathomable grace but Baba Ji,
true to his innate humility, simply repled: "Such was the Will of the
Lord." The grace of Baba Ji radiated like the life-giving sun to those that
came in touch with him. Baba Sawan Singh, however, as we have already seen, was
the object of his special adoration. The years from 1894 to 1903 were marked by
regular visits to Beas by Baba Sawan Singh Ji Maharaj which were occasionally
returned by Baba Ji. The sage called his favorite disciple by the name of "Babu
Ji." He had told Bibi Rukko that the handsome government officer would one
day be his successor. On one occasion, while in an extraordinarily gracious mood, he turned to
his gurumukh and remarked: "You and I have come for the good of mankind." Sawan Singh
replied, "You, of course, have come for humanity's uplift, but I myself am
only an erring mortal." Baba Ji repeated what he had said and Sawan Singh made the same reply. Baba
Ji then, raising his eyebrows, said in a louder tone: "Babu Ji, I am speaking to you. We both have come for the good of
mankind." Sawan Singh sat mute and silent. At another time the Beas Saint told his disciples: "I have had to toil very hard for my attainment, yet have kept my
treasures locked and have never displayed them. But my labors shall bear fruit
and he who shall inherit my mantle shall be known far and wide." The days passed and Beas became a luminous center on the spiritual map
of the world. He who had never agreed to the building of halls and houses, at
the instance of his beloved Babu Ji finally relented, and a well was sunk and a
Satsang hall built during his last years. "Why erect any buildings here
when the river may wash them off?" he had protested, but Sawan Singh was
not to be dissuaded. "Even if you can deliver a single discourse, and the
structure collapses immediately after, I will consider my labors richly
rewarded." Meanwhile, the last days of the Jat-guru, as he humorously
styled himself, were drawing to a close. Six months before his death, he had told his disciples of the
approaching end. On hearing of the passing away of Karam Singh of Attock, he had
remarked: "I used to meet him at Delhi. A great soul indeed! But he will have
to be born once again for full liberation, not having practiced Naam in this
life. Well, well, my work is also drawing to a close and I too shall soon be
gone." The last days saw many pilgrims at Beas. The sage who once had passed
both night and day lost in meditation was now day and night in the service of
his devotees. He would hardly rest for three or four hours, spending the rest
of the day in meeting those who sought him out, attending to their problems and
goading them to greater and even greater spiritual effort. The gates of divine
grace were flung open and those that sat by him in his room during the days
immediately preceding his departure would be inwardly buoyed up and wrapped in
samadhi. The construction of the Satsang hall had by now been completed, and
everyone pressed Baba Ji to deliver a discourse. He, however, remonstrated. "No,
no; the Will of God is otherwise. He who is to succeed me shall address you
there." Bibi Rukko was equally adamant: "We shall of course hear him when his time comes, but now while you
are here, let us have the benefit of your presence." But Baba Ji insisted: "The Will of God is otherwise. Besides, I wish Babu Ji to discourse
to all present during my own lifetime so that there should be no disputes
later." But the audience had gathered and pleaded that he himself should speak. Bibi
Rukko begged and implored and he at last moved forward. But after climbing a
step or two, he once again stopped and repeated what he had said. To the
amazement of all who entered the Satsang hall, Baba Ji's gurumukh son, Hazur
Sawan Singh Ji, was seen sitting at the dais. The last day finally arrived. All the close disciples stood by in
anxious expectation. It was the 29th of December, 1903, and a cold and piercing
breeze blew over from the waters of the Beas. Baba Ji seemed to be waiting, and
cast restless glances at the door. At last a police officer arrived and sought
for initiation. "It is for you I have been waiting," replied the
great Saint, and without further ado began explaining the theory and practice
of the Surat Shabd Yoga. Soon after the instructions were over, he lay down
and, closing his eyes, cast off this muddy vesture of decay. Thus passed away one of the greatest of modern Saints, whose life was a
lesson in humility and love. He had studied at no schools or universities, but
had delved deep into the book of life. He had read as a child the scriptures of
many a faith and had early practiced many sadhnas or spiritual exercises. By the age of eighteen, when other men have hardly attained mental
maturity, he had already won the crown of life denied to the most rigorous of
yogis and the most industrious of learned men. And yet the rest of his years
were passed in the most perfect humility, his only ambition being to serve his
Master and carry his message as best as he could. In his last recorded words he is reported to have said: "All my life I have sought only to serve my Master and now whatever
work he had to accomplish through this poor physical frame is over," and
his very last hour was spent in this service. He more than exemplified what he
had once written to his future successor, "Saints are born not for
themselves, but for the liberation of mankind." He spoke from inner experience and not from books, and he initiated
about three thousand souls; while the number of those who unconsciously
benefited by his influence is beyond enumeration. Could one discover another so
selfless, so ready to suffer vicariously for the sins of others, so boundless
in his love, and so unconcerned with outer differences of sects and creeds? If one searched one's memory, there was perhaps one name that came most
readily to mind: that of Nanak. And was it a mere coincidence that the Soldier Saint of Beas was born in
the very district (Gurdaspur) in which the great medieval Saint, according to
his constant companion and biographer Bhai Bala, had prophesied he would
reappear in some future age in a Jat home? Baba Ji's disciples did not fail to note the resemblance even during his
lifetime and once questioned him on the subject. The sage smiled mysteriously
and dismissed the question. But a few minutes later, he casually remarked: "If we spirits were to speak our minds, who would allow us a moment's rest and who would spare our skins?"
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